April
@buko-panda.bsky.social
Don’t mind me. This is just my diary for random thoughts and feelings.
Song of the Night:
"The Blower's Daughter" - Damien Rice
--This was every millennial's canon event upon hearing it for the first time.
Side Note: Lisa Hannigan's voice is so ethereal in this.
open.spotify.com/track/4B2lJi...
"The Blower's Daughter" - Damien Rice
--This was every millennial's canon event upon hearing it for the first time.
Side Note: Lisa Hannigan's voice is so ethereal in this.
open.spotify.com/track/4B2lJi...
Spotify – Web Player
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December 19, 2025 at 9:44 AM
Song of the Night:
"The Blower's Daughter" - Damien Rice
--This was every millennial's canon event upon hearing it for the first time.
Side Note: Lisa Hannigan's voice is so ethereal in this.
open.spotify.com/track/4B2lJi...
"The Blower's Daughter" - Damien Rice
--This was every millennial's canon event upon hearing it for the first time.
Side Note: Lisa Hannigan's voice is so ethereal in this.
open.spotify.com/track/4B2lJi...
I still get butterflies for my favorite things.
Tonight was a good night.
🦋🤩🦋
Tonight was a good night.
🦋🤩🦋
December 14, 2025 at 6:11 AM
I still get butterflies for my favorite things.
Tonight was a good night.
🦋🤩🦋
Tonight was a good night.
🦋🤩🦋
Bucket List Item #2653:
Watching Much Ado About Nothing at the Globe. 🥲💭
Watching Much Ado About Nothing at the Globe. 🥲💭
December 14, 2025 at 2:19 AM
Bucket List Item #2653:
Watching Much Ado About Nothing at the Globe. 🥲💭
Watching Much Ado About Nothing at the Globe. 🥲💭
🎶Song of the Night:🎧
"Let Me Down Gently" - Saint Motel
//I want to love you
I want to try
Is this our last goodbye?
If you're going to let me down
Let me down gently//
open.spotify.com/track/2Uk0J4...
"Let Me Down Gently" - Saint Motel
//I want to love you
I want to try
Is this our last goodbye?
If you're going to let me down
Let me down gently//
open.spotify.com/track/2Uk0J4...
Let Me Down Gently
open.spotify.com
December 12, 2025 at 4:05 AM
🎶Song of the Night:🎧
"Let Me Down Gently" - Saint Motel
//I want to love you
I want to try
Is this our last goodbye?
If you're going to let me down
Let me down gently//
open.spotify.com/track/2Uk0J4...
"Let Me Down Gently" - Saint Motel
//I want to love you
I want to try
Is this our last goodbye?
If you're going to let me down
Let me down gently//
open.spotify.com/track/2Uk0J4...
My best friend loves horror movies-- hates the idea of being near real life ghosts tho.
Has forbidden me from visiting her if I die first.
That said, she once offhandedly said, that she knows for sure that I'd be one of the few excited to see her again if she came back as a ghost one day. 🥰
Has forbidden me from visiting her if I die first.
That said, she once offhandedly said, that she knows for sure that I'd be one of the few excited to see her again if she came back as a ghost one day. 🥰
December 12, 2025 at 3:37 AM
My best friend loves horror movies-- hates the idea of being near real life ghosts tho.
Has forbidden me from visiting her if I die first.
That said, she once offhandedly said, that she knows for sure that I'd be one of the few excited to see her again if she came back as a ghost one day. 🥰
Has forbidden me from visiting her if I die first.
That said, she once offhandedly said, that she knows for sure that I'd be one of the few excited to see her again if she came back as a ghost one day. 🥰
I’m so mad that a TikTok trend is making me actually enjoy a clip of Jon Hamm dancing in a club.
December 8, 2025 at 4:49 AM
I’m so mad that a TikTok trend is making me actually enjoy a clip of Jon Hamm dancing in a club.
I feel like I’ve been cheating on Cavern while he’s been away.
August has been… 😘🤌🏼
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..
…
(Quinn app)
August has been… 😘🤌🏼
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..
…
(Quinn app)
December 7, 2025 at 5:35 PM
I feel like I’ve been cheating on Cavern while he’s been away.
August has been… 😘🤌🏼
.
..
…
(Quinn app)
August has been… 😘🤌🏼
.
..
…
(Quinn app)
Something smells like curly fries in my house all of a sudden. 🤔
December 3, 2025 at 5:04 AM
Something smells like curly fries in my house all of a sudden. 🤔
Have we already forgotten when former Mayor Eric Adams tried to take down Sabrina Carpenter and subsequently gifted us Mamdani?
Sure, ICE, let’s see what happens. I’m actually curious and excited what timeline you’ll bring us to. 👏🏼👀
Sure, ICE, let’s see what happens. I’m actually curious and excited what timeline you’ll bring us to. 👏🏼👀
December 2, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Have we already forgotten when former Mayor Eric Adams tried to take down Sabrina Carpenter and subsequently gifted us Mamdani?
Sure, ICE, let’s see what happens. I’m actually curious and excited what timeline you’ll bring us to. 👏🏼👀
Sure, ICE, let’s see what happens. I’m actually curious and excited what timeline you’ll bring us to. 👏🏼👀
Korean social experiments make me cry significantly more than What Would You Do.🥺😭 🤧
December 1, 2025 at 5:45 AM
Korean social experiments make me cry significantly more than What Would You Do.🥺😭 🤧
Modern Day Hieroglyphics for… Kegels:
💢⭕️💢⭕️💢⭕️💢
💢⭕️💢⭕️💢⭕️💢
December 1, 2025 at 3:09 AM
Modern Day Hieroglyphics for… Kegels:
💢⭕️💢⭕️💢⭕️💢
💢⭕️💢⭕️💢⭕️💢
Just realized Frank Darabont is directing Stranger Things S5E3. This is exciting. 😁
November 29, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Just realized Frank Darabont is directing Stranger Things S5E3. This is exciting. 😁
Stranger Things S5E2:
Hopper, Joyce, and Ted fighting for who’s listening to their kids the least.
Hopper, Joyce, and Ted fighting for who’s listening to their kids the least.
November 29, 2025 at 9:22 PM
Stranger Things S5E2:
Hopper, Joyce, and Ted fighting for who’s listening to their kids the least.
Hopper, Joyce, and Ted fighting for who’s listening to their kids the least.
Also… who thought it was a good idea to create flirtatious avoidants?!?
November 29, 2025 at 4:46 AM
Also… who thought it was a good idea to create flirtatious avoidants?!?
Also, in other news, I would rather write about my shadow monster consuming an entire hospital wing than write a love letter 💌 tonight. This crap is hard.
#WritingFictionVsWritingSelfVulnerabilitySUCKSBIGASS
#WritingFictionVsWritingSelfVulnerabilitySUCKSBIGASS
November 29, 2025 at 4:45 AM
Also, in other news, I would rather write about my shadow monster consuming an entire hospital wing than write a love letter 💌 tonight. This crap is hard.
#WritingFictionVsWritingSelfVulnerabilitySUCKSBIGASS
#WritingFictionVsWritingSelfVulnerabilitySUCKSBIGASS
Holly Wheeler is giving iPhone face vibes on this first ep of Stranger Things. 🤔
November 27, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Holly Wheeler is giving iPhone face vibes on this first ep of Stranger Things. 🤔
Watching the 100 Laps Death Match on Physical: Asia, and Team Mongolia is definitely proof of "slow and steady" wins the race.
November 19, 2025 at 6:59 AM
Watching the 100 Laps Death Match on Physical: Asia, and Team Mongolia is definitely proof of "slow and steady" wins the race.
Reposted by April
The thing I hoped for most in Physical: Asia happened. Because ultimately it’s not JUST about strong/agile/fast/having endurance, it’s about being strategic.
a woman is crying in front of a man who is smiling .
Alt: a woman is crying in front of a man who is smiling and dancing in the background
media.tenor.com
November 19, 2025 at 3:43 AM
The thing I hoped for most in Physical: Asia happened. Because ultimately it’s not JUST about strong/agile/fast/having endurance, it’s about being strategic.
Hey, Hollywood, there’s still time to make this. I would watch this Predator sequel emphatically…
November 18, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Hey, Hollywood, there’s still time to make this. I would watch this Predator sequel emphatically…
The Epstein emails coming out this week will totally make up for last year’s Thanksgiving 🦃 for a lot of people.
November 16, 2025 at 2:33 AM
The Epstein emails coming out this week will totally make up for last year’s Thanksgiving 🦃 for a lot of people.
So the first Big Beautiful Bill was NOT an actual bill? 📜👀
November 15, 2025 at 1:51 AM
So the first Big Beautiful Bill was NOT an actual bill? 📜👀
Learning that I need to accept that there is a difference of someone being into you and someone being ready for you.
a cartoon of a woman wearing glasses with the words intense groaning below her
ALT: a cartoon of a woman wearing glasses with the words intense groaning below her
media.tenor.com
November 15, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Learning that I need to accept that there is a difference of someone being into you and someone being ready for you.
Just casually listening to The Magnus Archives 🎧 while putting my Christmas lights on the tree. 🎄
November 10, 2025 at 8:47 PM
Just casually listening to The Magnus Archives 🎧 while putting my Christmas lights on the tree. 🎄