i really dont understand it at all it makes my head hurt. as much as i’m mad at bushi the whole period after the announcement has felt like screaming for anyone new to acknowledge and appreciate something i love so much, i dont understand how people dont think thisll make that worse

how could i forget

i could explain further but just know all of this is connected on a red string board in my mind

the self-perpetuating propensity for mental illness in this family needs to be studied

from what i could gather from reading jpnavi tweets about it the chapter at least implies that he sees being a Good Older Brother as a role he's obligated to play rather than like. actually caring about wataru the way he says he does

between this and the One chapter of the gyro novel that conveniently never got translated that supposedly completely changes people's perspectives on him i feel like im going insane every time i think about this guy

they were so heavy on the implications that he doesnt remember anything from his childhood Specifically the memories wataru deems precious from their time together

also i still want the sleeping snoopy plushies

ive never watched i7 but maybe this is a sign

it was like 7:30am on my bike ride to the station when i saw this and i almost started crying a bit

i kind of failed to consider that because i also use this thing as a coin purse it would be weighed down a bunch… but i just moved it to a different part of my backpack where it can sit inside the pocket except for when i need it