ooh new piercings ??! whatcha gettinggg
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ive got snakebites and gauges myself but havent had $$ to get more anytime soon

fingers are crossed for you !!

DAY SIX: do u binge? why?

unfortunately yes 😔 i eat my feelings a lot and buying the food is like retail therapy. plus i used to ... have an ex. and he *like* liked when i binged. so it's also kind of triggering. like s3lf h4rm almost, ill sabotage and hurt myself by binging on purpose.

those ice look so crunchyyy 🤩

omg so cuteee i wish my cat would lay on my lap 😭 he just attacks me instead LMFAO

dgmw i like the time of year and all that, its more that the holiday itself is just too materialistic. everywhere you look is *buy buy buy* and never actually about celebrating the warmth of the hearth and family and etc

i dont either 😔 sending you strength ❤️‍🩹🫂

i literally c/s yesterday so its alive and well 😭 deffo the economy is part of it tho, like wasting food?? in THIS economy???

i live with family so my mother put decorations up already but i dont really like xmas much :/

sending you love ❤️‍🩹😔

sending you hugs friend 🫂

happy bday !! hope you have a wonderful daaayyyyy

that is so wild. managers can be so annoying over the smallest shit. i worked as a cashier before and my mgr told me to throw out my coffee i *bought* that was full. i was like umm i will set it to the side and not drink it until later. and she said that wasn't good enough and I had to trash it 🤦‍♀️

DAY FIVE: why are you losing?

umm, various reasons? that's hard to pinpoint. it isn't really *about* the w3ight loss for me. its more about the ritual of it, the comfort that comes from having some semblance of control over my lived experience, good or bad. knowing i have power over my life.

loving ittttt so cute!!