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burah.bsky.social
the most ok bpder
@burah.bsky.social
love = art

porn and opinions 🔞 interests as they interest me, lots of venting. basically just an online diary. she/he, 22.
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i hate how disorganized this account is but i kind of need to have one online account where im not sorting everything neurotically into boxes because this account needs to be an escape from trying to make my presence marketable online.
its embarrassing the level at which i am becoming a yandere for a fictional character. i have never felt like this
or rather i hadnt had the option to? the other characters i have a crush on arent from popular things.
December 27, 2025 at 11:51 AM
the things people think they can say to me just because i made something they like is fucking crazy i dont know you act polite
December 26, 2025 at 9:48 AM
got a comment on my project "im mad this adult content you made was tagged as adult content as per the site its hosted ons guidelines" are you stupid? or are you being malicious
December 26, 2025 at 9:46 AM
merry christmas god willing i gain enough money to spend on my anime husbando
December 25, 2025 at 11:24 AM
my thing about enemies to lovers is its not enemies to lovers if that hatred was not mutual i keep getting into situations wherein one guy hates another and then the other guy wants to impress him and then people call that enemies to lovers. no
December 25, 2025 at 11:18 AM
i discovered recently as of today that when i was a late teen i hated everybody who found a certain fictional character attractive because im the only who who understood him (i "hated" him. A/N: this was not hate)
December 25, 2025 at 11:15 AM
hold me to this i gotta do the dragoon job quests. for estinien
December 23, 2025 at 10:57 AM
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⚠️PiV / monsterfuckin
niddierstinien
estimeric / #ffxivnsfw
November 17, 2024 at 1:19 PM
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a more than passably delicious meal 😉
#estimeric / #ffxivnsfw
November 19, 2024 at 1:54 AM
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January 28, 2025 at 3:24 AM
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latex, and the duality of aymeric de borel
#estimeric / #ffxivnsfw
November 16, 2024 at 12:46 AM
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mmmmm I love these guys 🥰🥰🥰
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#kiwipics #aymeric #estinien #estimeric
November 23, 2025 at 11:22 PM
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って今回の星芒祭はあいめりくがいるんだね!メイン以外に会うのは初めてだー!!始めた頃はリアタイ体験できなかったなー
ってあの頃エスアイちゃんの女装サンタの塗り絵交換のやってました!塗ってもらった絵はどこに保存してるか今見当たらないぐぬぬ…
The time I got into estimeric I got a chance to draw this santa couple pic and let someone color it for me lol its like 2 years ago?
December 18, 2025 at 3:47 AM
i have a genuine paranoia about my opinions being "too problematic" and getting cancelled. i dont have ocd i think
December 23, 2025 at 10:25 AM
basically i think everybody who is on tumblr dot com and is a "leftist" who drags their personal politics into policing and enforcing what people can make and what peoples opinions are can suck a load of dick
December 23, 2025 at 10:19 AM
im going to change my profile picture to estinien
December 23, 2025 at 10:10 AM
its so weird to be singled out as someone who likes both anaylsis and shipping as if all of everybody doesnt like both to some degree
December 23, 2025 at 10:09 AM
on tumblr in the fandom im in theres this person who actively encourages cyberbullying people out of "problematic behaviours" and on the side thinks homestuck is "irredeemable media" and ive been plagued with this type of bully my entire life im not open about hs being my si because of this
December 20, 2025 at 8:33 PM
i love americans until i have to get something in the mail from them
December 20, 2025 at 12:13 PM
i bought a replacement stuffie from my childhood but its coming all the way from fucking america on ebay so its talking like half a month to get here and i want it now.
December 20, 2025 at 11:54 AM
also people dont give early spn enough credit for being maybe the prettiest tv show ever made. the lighting is crazy what they do is magical.
December 17, 2025 at 11:19 AM
i think im over the dean crush and then i watch spn for the first time in several years and in episode 2 he comforts sam and it gave me the biggest boner. sigh....
December 17, 2025 at 11:14 AM
my bf keeps getting called dean wincester (i called him that and then he remarked he gets it a LOT) and i was delighted to find that out. so i made him watch spn with me and face the truth that he is a lot like dean wincester and this is a very clockable thing about him
December 17, 2025 at 11:11 AM
my mod i made someone called it "too fanfictiony" (its advertised as playable fanfiction) (i also more or less dont read fanfiction for the video game cowrote a mod for so this seems unlikely) (i made one of the characters call another one a "repressed sodomite" does this happen in fanfiction often)
December 17, 2025 at 10:51 AM
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~ Steppe kisses ~
May I offer you some #burakhovsky in these trying times? Some quality time to admire them steppe jugs?
#pathologic #pathologic2 #artemyburakh #daniildankovsky #fanart
November 10, 2025 at 5:02 PM