"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain."
Get what you can out of the time you have.
If it wouldn't bother you on your death bed, let it go. Leave it.
Accepting that I'll have dementia is likely impossible, so I'll just focus on the great things I have now and forget it later.

Everything is different now.
I'm different, worse, less.
The person I used to be was better, more caring and optimistic.
I wonder if he would still be alive if I had stayed...

What does one wear to work when the low is 37° and the high is 78?

Doc said 100 oz of water a day to see if my headaches are due to dehydration.
This is where I live now.

Trapped in 2011,
an empty vessel,
a steamed veggie,
where all of this madness, grief, suffering, is just a figment of a dying brain.
I wish that were true,
that this epidemic of hatred,
this rampant poverty wasn't real,
that Greg was still alive, smiling that he beat some child in Rocket League.

He hates it

When avarice driven men rule the world, be considerate of where you spend your money.

Small town vs Big city, an observation -
When I lived in the city, I didn't feel scared in the "bad" neighborhoods because people don't hide who they are.
In small town PA, I've never been more scared. Small town hospitality is a smile to your face and a knife to your back, repressed and judgemental

Time to succumb to my vices -
Chocolate, red wine, potato chips, and smokes

Neurotransmitters firing blanks with vices driven by artificial dopamine addiction

Doing check-ins with kids is the best part of my job.
"it's hard to feel alone with all the microscopic bugs on our bodies" - Wyatt

Being yourself means being vulnerable & being vulnerable is exhausting. Ppl can be cruel. Your heart will be broken, you will be hurt, guaranteed.
It's worth tho.
Yesterday is gone, tomorrow soon will be too, or maybe it won't come at all. Don’t sacrifice your true self for anyone.
Stay weird.

Iggy Pup, Super star