Mary 🏳️⚧️
@butteredapple.bsky.social
20yo CS student who makes things in my free time.
Into UTDR, OMORI, Cosmic horror and whatever else that might interest me.
EN/DE
Currently learning: JP and FR.
DNI: Stalkers/Weird people (You know who you are)
Into UTDR, OMORI, Cosmic horror and whatever else that might interest me.
EN/DE
Currently learning: JP and FR.
DNI: Stalkers/Weird people (You know who you are)
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Mary 🏳️⚧️
@butteredapple.bsky.social
· Nov 23
I love her so much.
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sumerian brainrot be like: i drink beer, i eat bread
December 31, 2025 at 8:29 PM
sumerian brainrot be like: i drink beer, i eat bread
The years that are new.
December 31, 2025 at 6:46 PM
The years that are new.
Deltarune ch5 is gonna drop on 12/25. Mark my words.
December 31, 2025 at 3:16 PM
Deltarune ch5 is gonna drop on 12/25. Mark my words.
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December 31, 2025 at 8:08 AM
In 2025 I:
- Met my lovely wife
- Made a really good friend who made me feel less suicidal
- Finally got some sort of justice after so many years of suffering and truma.
- Met my lovely wife
- Made a really good friend who made me feel less suicidal
- Finally got some sort of justice after so many years of suffering and truma.
December 31, 2025 at 3:08 PM
In 2025 I:
- Met my lovely wife
- Made a really good friend who made me feel less suicidal
- Finally got some sort of justice after so many years of suffering and truma.
- Met my lovely wife
- Made a really good friend who made me feel less suicidal
- Finally got some sort of justice after so many years of suffering and truma.
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had to delete my old strawpage because I was getting mean messages, new one will be setup soon. :3
December 30, 2025 at 8:50 PM
had to delete my old strawpage because I was getting mean messages, new one will be setup soon. :3
永遠に眠り、二度と目覚めなければいいのにと思う時があります。生きることに疲れてしまう時もあります。
December 30, 2025 at 7:12 PM
永遠に眠り、二度と目覚めなければいいのにと思う時があります。生きることに疲れてしまう時もあります。
Omori really shifted my view on forgiveness as a whole, I do forgive her for what she did to me even if it still hurts me. I don't think she is going to ever accept me back or hell even leave me alone for that matter but forgiveness is just one step closer to fixing everything.
Play omori btw, it's a really good game. One of the few that made me cry really hard.
December 30, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Omori really shifted my view on forgiveness as a whole, I do forgive her for what she did to me even if it still hurts me. I don't think she is going to ever accept me back or hell even leave me alone for that matter but forgiveness is just one step closer to fixing everything.
Another year will soon go away, I just hope I everything is going to be ok moving forward.
December 30, 2025 at 6:59 PM
Another year will soon go away, I just hope I everything is going to be ok moving forward.
It's very hard to let go of the past, looking back at how much I lost and how many friends I possibly will never be able to get back or talk to them because of my immature and stupid actions for my age at the time.
But I want to believe that I can change I really do. For real this time.
But I want to believe that I can change I really do. For real this time.
December 30, 2025 at 4:50 PM
It's very hard to let go of the past, looking back at how much I lost and how many friends I possibly will never be able to get back or talk to them because of my immature and stupid actions for my age at the time.
But I want to believe that I can change I really do. For real this time.
But I want to believe that I can change I really do. For real this time.
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一 二 三 四 五分
時々 本当に寝たい
でも このワードできない....
時々 本当に寝たい
でも このワードできない....
Close.... your eyes you'll be there soon....
December 29, 2025 at 8:35 AM
一 二 三 四 五分
時々 本当に寝たい
でも このワードできない....
時々 本当に寝たい
でも このワードできない....
Close.... your eyes you'll be there soon....
December 28, 2025 at 4:41 PM
Close.... your eyes you'll be there soon....
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How it feels being unemployed
a cartoon character is jumping into a lake .
ALT: a cartoon character is jumping into a lake .
media.tenor.com
December 28, 2025 at 12:44 AM
How it feels being unemployed
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Annnnd finally I can post the shirt I made my partner for Christmas @amoretto.neocities.org
December 26, 2025 at 2:12 AM
Annnnd finally I can post the shirt I made my partner for Christmas @amoretto.neocities.org
Forgot to say it here because I barely use this website but that piece of shit died some time ago that I just learned about a few days ago and god you should've seen how happy I was back then :3
I know I am a victim of rape and grooming but I am still a bit ashamed of what I did in the past. Ik I cannot undo whatever damage I caused but I can always learn from my mistakes. I just hope that people can forgive me one day.
December 28, 2025 at 1:19 PM
Forgot to say it here because I barely use this website but that piece of shit died some time ago that I just learned about a few days ago and god you should've seen how happy I was back then :3
one month without doing any sort of self harm award 🏅
December 28, 2025 at 1:17 PM
one month without doing any sort of self harm award 🏅
Didn't felt like I'm a mere nuisance to others so made some minecraft things I'm personally proud of.
December 28, 2025 at 1:13 PM
Didn't felt like I'm a mere nuisance to others so made some minecraft things I'm personally proud of.
Merry late christmas and happy new year !!
December 26, 2025 at 6:56 AM
Merry late christmas and happy new year !!
Sang "Raise up your bat" at a party and none suspected a thing. Awesome.
December 25, 2025 at 4:31 PM
Sang "Raise up your bat" at a party and none suspected a thing. Awesome.
Ice cream and brownies !!!
December 25, 2025 at 4:31 PM
Ice cream and brownies !!!
I know I am a victim of rape and grooming but I am still a bit ashamed of what I did in the past. Ik I cannot undo whatever damage I caused but I can always learn from my mistakes. I just hope that people can forgive me one day.
December 22, 2025 at 5:55 PM
I know I am a victim of rape and grooming but I am still a bit ashamed of what I did in the past. Ik I cannot undo whatever damage I caused but I can always learn from my mistakes. I just hope that people can forgive me one day.
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Christmas, just a week away!
December 18, 2025 at 5:27 AM
Christmas, just a week away!
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December 19, 2025 at 9:35 PM