not a single person has tried to fight for me to stay in their life, yet i fought for everyone i lost.

suddenly childhood ended and i'm supposed to know how to live.

shut up! do you think i like being alone? every day i think about them! they were my friends! i loved them like i never thought i could love anybody. and i hope they hate me for leaving.

i watched life and wanted to be a part of it but found it painfully difficult

i don't like change. when your life changes, it gets harder to love living. and when people change, it gets harder to love them.

Literally thinking about going to another school just to help me find and get a job, meanwhile my anxiety and + my social anxiety and stress will be bothering the living hell out of me, and I'll end up relapsing again from doing SH. Boy do I love dealing with so much pain and distress in my life.. 🤧

Ralph Macchio>>>>>>>>>

Just the urge to peel off the skin of my lips, but the thing it'll just make my lips bleed for 5 minutes or so. 🥲🙏