and then all of a sudden people like so many of us find those same works being taken by a computer that's just being used as a shortcut for all of that. because its easier for some people to say they're at the top than it is hard to actually understand what we do and what we go through.

Fuck AI.

artists who've spent so much time deciding to express themselves in ways that they feel can get across best, from music, to writing, to drawing, to sculpting, to performing, to dressing up, & so on. and people who like their art becoming inspired to make something of their own.

spending days, weeks, months years & even decades of practice, repetition, experimentation, pouring blood, sweat & tears into their passion, coming out with a work of art that might not get alot of attention, but in the end, still loving the fact that they even made something to begin with.

"Well fun is subjective" fun to me is just hanging out and messing around with stuff we play and watch, if we play L4D2 with mods, Battleblock and throw each other into a trap half the time, soulcal and be toxic just in match, that's just fun. And people just don't see the light.

I don't really care for mmos, or d&d, or life sim games, but if my friends and I had time, I'd be down to play with them if I could.

Same way some of my friends don't care about fighting games, platformers & fps games. I just wanna have fun regardless in one of these with em.

Timelapse:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbyO...

maybe i'll make another video discussing a piece of fiction im into, and maybe i'll make a livestream for a game down the line, and maybe i'll step back into doing youtube like i was from before.

right now though, it just feels...kinda pointless.