Ryu
@call-me-diablo.bsky.social
VENT ACC!! I‘m a weirdo obsessed with his weight
Undiagnosed arfid, diagnosed severe depression and ADHD
Hw: 75kg/ 165lbs
Cw: 60.6kg/ 133.6lbs
Gw: 55kg/ 120lbs
Ugw: 45kg/ 100lbs
Literally (beast) Akutagawa if it wasn’t obvious
19yo, bsd fan, basic dni
Undiagnosed arfid, diagnosed severe depression and ADHD
Hw: 75kg/ 165lbs
Cw: 60.6kg/ 133.6lbs
Gw: 55kg/ 120lbs
Ugw: 45kg/ 100lbs
Literally (beast) Akutagawa if it wasn’t obvious
19yo, bsd fan, basic dni
Pinned
Ryu
@call-me-diablo.bsky.social
· Nov 17
𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝:
𝘩𝘪, 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘙𝘺𝘶!!
★ 𝟣𝟫, 𝘩𝘦/𝘩𝘪𝘮
★ 𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯
★ 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰
★ 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩
★ 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺 𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘺
🤍 𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴:
☆ 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
☆ 𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 (𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘺)
☆ 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘴
☆ 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘨𝘴
☆ 𝘢𝘳𝘵 & 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨
☆ 𝘷𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘰 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘩𝘪, 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘙𝘺𝘶!!
★ 𝟣𝟫, 𝘩𝘦/𝘩𝘪𝘮
★ 𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯
★ 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰
★ 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩
★ 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺 𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘺
🤍 𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴:
☆ 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
☆ 𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 (𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘺)
☆ 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘴
☆ 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘨𝘴
☆ 𝘢𝘳𝘵 & 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨
☆ 𝘷𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘰 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴
How to handle getting transphopic Shit thrown at you? I mean it wasn’t even that bad but idk- I just hate being trans omfg I just want to be perceived as normal, or be quick-witted or just not give a shit, or simply be an actual man. Smth I’ll probably never be. I hate my fucking life.
December 17, 2025 at 11:42 AM
How to handle getting transphopic Shit thrown at you? I mean it wasn’t even that bad but idk- I just hate being trans omfg I just want to be perceived as normal, or be quick-witted or just not give a shit, or simply be an actual man. Smth I’ll probably never be. I hate my fucking life.
*how… god I really am untalented, how am I only noticing 3 hours later??
Cow can someone he be as untalented as I am?? How am I this stupid? I’m really nothing but an absolute disappointment.
December 16, 2025 at 4:06 PM
*how… god I really am untalented, how am I only noticing 3 hours later??
Cow can someone he be as untalented as I am?? How am I this stupid? I’m really nothing but an absolute disappointment.
December 16, 2025 at 12:42 PM
Cow can someone he be as untalented as I am?? How am I this stupid? I’m really nothing but an absolute disappointment.
I fucking hate my life, I really should just die, I’m so fucking useless and good for nothing
December 16, 2025 at 12:40 PM
I fucking hate my life, I really should just die, I’m so fucking useless and good for nothing
Im gonna be late for school because my train had like 20 minutes of delay…
I hate getting in trouble, why cant this train just be on time?
I hate getting in trouble, why cant this train just be on time?
December 16, 2025 at 7:49 AM
Im gonna be late for school because my train had like 20 minutes of delay…
I hate getting in trouble, why cant this train just be on time?
I hate getting in trouble, why cant this train just be on time?
Wdym there are hidden heel platform boots that make you 22cm taller...
December 15, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Wdym there are hidden heel platform boots that make you 22cm taller...
Will I ever stop being ugly?? Genuinely
December 15, 2025 at 11:54 AM
Will I ever stop being ugly?? Genuinely
I talked with my teacher about everything that bothers me right now (school, home, my looks, my sensitivity for noises n how that bothers me), and now idk if I should feel better or worse. I need to stop bothering people with my stupid issues. And I cried in front if him again… god I hate myself.
December 15, 2025 at 10:07 AM
I talked with my teacher about everything that bothers me right now (school, home, my looks, my sensitivity for noises n how that bothers me), and now idk if I should feel better or worse. I need to stop bothering people with my stupid issues. And I cried in front if him again… god I hate myself.
Like nowadays I get these looks when I buy pistachio chocolate, now people think I’m a trendhopper or some shit pleaseeee nooo 💔
I already liked pistachio filled chocolate BEFORE the Dubai chocolate trend existed back when people still called it weird 💔 (I mean to be fair the concept of Dubai chocolate is gen tasty, especially because I like pistachio anyway, but the insane hype around it just made it weird 🥀)
December 13, 2025 at 4:53 PM
Like nowadays I get these looks when I buy pistachio chocolate, now people think I’m a trendhopper or some shit pleaseeee nooo 💔
I already liked pistachio filled chocolate BEFORE the Dubai chocolate trend existed back when people still called it weird 💔 (I mean to be fair the concept of Dubai chocolate is gen tasty, especially because I like pistachio anyway, but the insane hype around it just made it weird 🥀)
December 13, 2025 at 4:51 PM
I already liked pistachio filled chocolate BEFORE the Dubai chocolate trend existed back when people still called it weird 💔 (I mean to be fair the concept of Dubai chocolate is gen tasty, especially because I like pistachio anyway, but the insane hype around it just made it weird 🥀)
Puzzle is such a fun word actually, I never thought abt that
December 13, 2025 at 3:10 PM
Puzzle is such a fun word actually, I never thought abt that
Okay so it’s gotten so bad at home that I am packing my things rn. As I said, I’m not yet graduated and I don’t have time for a job or to earn my own money, or else I wouldve moved into my own apartment a long time ago. But I can stay at a relatives place for now, it’s only one hour away with train.
December 13, 2025 at 12:14 PM
Okay so it’s gotten so bad at home that I am packing my things rn. As I said, I’m not yet graduated and I don’t have time for a job or to earn my own money, or else I wouldve moved into my own apartment a long time ago. But I can stay at a relatives place for now, it’s only one hour away with train.
Somehow at my lowest weight yet but I look like I gained fat around my stomach in particular... what is this.
December 13, 2025 at 3:17 AM
Somehow at my lowest weight yet but I look like I gained fat around my stomach in particular... what is this.
My father has done far worse things before, yet this was the final straw. This pathetic, loathsome creature must at last be made to understand its place. I no longer retain any kindness, sympathy, or shred of empathy for that man, whomst I have the unfortunate ignominy of being related to by blood.
December 12, 2025 at 7:01 PM
My father has done far worse things before, yet this was the final straw. This pathetic, loathsome creature must at last be made to understand its place. I no longer retain any kindness, sympathy, or shred of empathy for that man, whomst I have the unfortunate ignominy of being related to by blood.
Optimistic Ryu-kun??!?... this is a day for the history books everyone
My grades arent looking fabulous right now (I got a few +90% tests back, but I also missed some deadlines and it’s gonna be hard to smoothen these dents out of this years grades), but it’s gonna get better.
Honestly I’m feeling kinda good today, I’m vibing honestly. Ive looked better before but today my looks didnt bother me as much. I like my outfit. And I tried my best today and got compliments from multiple teachers after class on how well I was participating. Maybe things do will turn out good.
December 11, 2025 at 1:43 PM
Optimistic Ryu-kun??!?... this is a day for the history books everyone
My grades arent looking fabulous right now (I got a few +90% tests back, but I also missed some deadlines and it’s gonna be hard to smoothen these dents out of this years grades), but it’s gonna get better.
Honestly I’m feeling kinda good today, I’m vibing honestly. Ive looked better before but today my looks didnt bother me as much. I like my outfit. And I tried my best today and got compliments from multiple teachers after class on how well I was participating. Maybe things do will turn out good.
December 11, 2025 at 1:12 PM
My grades arent looking fabulous right now (I got a few +90% tests back, but I also missed some deadlines and it’s gonna be hard to smoothen these dents out of this years grades), but it’s gonna get better.
Honestly I’m feeling kinda good today, I’m vibing honestly. Ive looked better before but today my looks didnt bother me as much. I like my outfit. And I tried my best today and got compliments from multiple teachers after class on how well I was participating. Maybe things do will turn out good.
December 11, 2025 at 1:09 PM
Honestly I’m feeling kinda good today, I’m vibing honestly. Ive looked better before but today my looks didnt bother me as much. I like my outfit. And I tried my best today and got compliments from multiple teachers after class on how well I was participating. Maybe things do will turn out good.
I genuinely need to talk to someone so badly rn, ain't no way I'm resorting to what my therapist told me and talking to AI abt my feelings
December 11, 2025 at 3:53 AM
I genuinely need to talk to someone so badly rn, ain't no way I'm resorting to what my therapist told me and talking to AI abt my feelings
I feel absolutely horrible and have no one to talk to. I'm so pathetic. It's not thah big of a deal idk why it ruins my mood so much, I have this horrible feeling in my stomach that you also have if you have to hold a big presentation or take a difficult exam, it's so uncomfortable
December 11, 2025 at 3:35 AM
I feel absolutely horrible and have no one to talk to. I'm so pathetic. It's not thah big of a deal idk why it ruins my mood so much, I have this horrible feeling in my stomach that you also have if you have to hold a big presentation or take a difficult exam, it's so uncomfortable
Is my YouTube fyp serious right now?? What the actual fuck am I getting recommended
FANTASIZE MEME - TRUMP X ELON (flashing lights)
YouTube video by SanduTiTa
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December 10, 2025 at 8:14 PM
Is my YouTube fyp serious right now?? What the actual fuck am I getting recommended
There ain’t no way I fell unconscious, stood up, fell unconscious AGAIN, stood up again just to fall unconscious A THIRD TIME. THREE TIMES. And three times my head hit the floor hard, fuck this hurts-
December 10, 2025 at 6:20 PM
There ain’t no way I fell unconscious, stood up, fell unconscious AGAIN, stood up again just to fall unconscious A THIRD TIME. THREE TIMES. And three times my head hit the floor hard, fuck this hurts-
Im cleaning my book shelves rn and found this book… 😭I believe my grandparents gifted it to me when I was like ten, and Ive never read it so I can’t say anything about the content, but cough cough- what kind of title is that?? 😟 (in English itd be: „the white [n-word] Wumbaba“) …Seriously wtf
December 10, 2025 at 1:22 PM
Im cleaning my book shelves rn and found this book… 😭I believe my grandparents gifted it to me when I was like ten, and Ive never read it so I can’t say anything about the content, but cough cough- what kind of title is that?? 😟 (in English itd be: „the white [n-word] Wumbaba“) …Seriously wtf
My now ex-therapist that I met yesterday for the last time (we haven’t seen each other in over a year before yesterday tho) genuinely, and for some fucking reason recommended me ChatGPT… like, „well, have you tried talking to ai about your problems? It’s great at helping!“ BITCH ARE YOU DEADASS-
December 10, 2025 at 6:58 AM
My now ex-therapist that I met yesterday for the last time (we haven’t seen each other in over a year before yesterday tho) genuinely, and for some fucking reason recommended me ChatGPT… like, „well, have you tried talking to ai about your problems? It’s great at helping!“ BITCH ARE YOU DEADASS-
Trying to turn math into my hobby and get myself interested in it, let’s see how this goes…
December 9, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Trying to turn math into my hobby and get myself interested in it, let’s see how this goes…
Sitting in the car with my mom and suddenly Careless Whisper from my playlist plays 💔 Send help please
December 9, 2025 at 6:18 PM
Sitting in the car with my mom and suddenly Careless Whisper from my playlist plays 💔 Send help please