I go by Celtic most days, but I've had other callsigns in the past that didn't stick/had to drop.
Usually there's sex. We get rough. I like it rough.
But a full stomach, it feels disgusting to me. Painful.
A sated sex drive leaves me empty. I need the driving factor, not the release.
Usually there's sex. We get rough. I like it rough.
But a full stomach, it feels disgusting to me. Painful.
A sated sex drive leaves me empty. I need the driving factor, not the release.
i think i envy them. they dont think, they dont worry about the day to day, they just, are.
they go and they kill, or they get killed.
i...i spent some time, just, talking to them. theyre out of it, a lot of the time.
i think i envy them. they dont think, they dont worry about the day to day, they just, are.
they go and they kill, or they get killed.
i...i spent some time, just, talking to them. theyre out of it, a lot of the time.
turns out he went down with the city, figures. they only found him via tracking his path
yknow whats fucked, i think we went to school together, when i was still in school that is
turns out he went down with the city, figures. they only found him via tracking his path
yknow whats fucked, i think we went to school together, when i was still in school that is
my head is aching. my eyes are burning. there's the taste of bile in the back of my throat, and all i can feel is the urge to get back to 05 and get back to work.
how many have i passed, that know im a monster
my head is aching. my eyes are burning. there's the taste of bile in the back of my throat, and all i can feel is the urge to get back to 05 and get back to work.
how many have i passed, that know im a monster
They're calling me one of the best in the field now.
They're calling me one of the best in the field now.
In the bar, I scream. I scream it all out, everyone stares, surprised, but, they know.
Gods, they know. I scream until I'm hoarse, until I can no longer speak.
I tried to end it, then and there. I grabbed a glass, i shattered it
In the bar, I scream. I scream it all out, everyone stares, surprised, but, they know.
Gods, they know. I scream until I'm hoarse, until I can no longer speak.
I tried to end it, then and there. I grabbed a glass, i shattered it
To some I'm the most beautiful thing they've ever seen. To others, a warm body.
I don't see anything in the mirror anymore. Nothing but an empty husk. I feel nothing from sex. No warmth. No release.
Other mercs stare me down. With pity. With hate.
To some I'm the most beautiful thing they've ever seen. To others, a warm body.
I don't see anything in the mirror anymore. Nothing but an empty husk. I feel nothing from sex. No warmth. No release.
Other mercs stare me down. With pity. With hate.
For those who havent been reading the news, New Cataract, a city that's been caught up in a major stalemate in the war, was just obliterated following a clandestine mission by a rogue merc outfit. The entire city, it's residents, and surrounding area are gone.
For those who havent been reading the news, New Cataract, a city that's been caught up in a major stalemate in the war, was just obliterated following a clandestine mission by a rogue merc outfit. The entire city, it's residents, and surrounding area are gone.
guess ill talk about her.
guess ill talk about her.
guess ill talk about her.
cant say im celebrating much of anything right now. everything is so fucked up.
at least i have money and a big ass bipedal weapons platform with modular munitions
i forgot the word modular for like 40 seconds
cant say im celebrating much of anything right now. everything is so fucked up.
at least i have money and a big ass bipedal weapons platform with modular munitions
i forgot the word modular for like 40 seconds
They had an A-Rank running security for the place. half the crew got decommissioned, but, we made it. i made it.
We moved in while it was still dark, and foggy. 05 was on point.
They had an A-Rank running security for the place. half the crew got decommissioned, but, we made it. i made it.
We moved in while it was still dark, and foggy. 05 was on point.
I got the name "Heretic" during a botched op involving working with some religious sect. Double-crossed them, can't stand churchies.
I got Moth from my coat. One of my exes gave me the name.
I got the name "Heretic" during a botched op involving working with some religious sect. Double-crossed them, can't stand churchies.
I got Moth from my coat. One of my exes gave me the name.
its already clean as itll get, dealt with it. but fuck. ive been slipping. i need to get back out there, on jobs and shit, now that im not sick. get my rep up.
its already clean as itll get, dealt with it. but fuck. ive been slipping. i need to get back out there, on jobs and shit, now that im not sick. get my rep up.
ugh. i hate myself
ugh. i hate myself
Too much shit has happened in the past 24 hours for me to process. My body is bruised and beaten, and I'm so, so tired.
At least my cold is almost gone. Fuck.
Too much shit has happened in the past 24 hours for me to process. My body is bruised and beaten, and I'm so, so tired.
At least my cold is almost gone. Fuck.
Just gonna eat my soup and go. Don't want any trouble. Didn't want any to begin with.
Just gonna eat my soup and go. Don't want any trouble. Didn't want any to begin with.
if i dont post here in the next 24 hours, assume it didnt end well.
Celtic out.
if i dont post here in the next 24 hours, assume it didnt end well.
Celtic out.
what was their fucking problem, was it my mask? did it
omfg did they think it was a muzzle how fucking stupid can you be
what was their fucking problem, was it my mask? did it
omfg did they think it was a muzzle how fucking stupid can you be