Callsign: Celtic/Hyena/Moth/Heretic/???
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Callsign: Celtic/Hyena/Moth/Heretic/???
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Yo!! Name's Celtic. I pilot the chunky one, "05". Independent Mercenary. 26. Trans.
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Hey everybody!! Recently decided to make a new account on the network, was getting a drink with somebody and they suggested I should try to have a more active presence on the socials, so here I am!

I go by Celtic most days, but I've had other callsigns in the past that didn't stick/had to drop.
I eat well. I sit at the table with top mercs at less-than-fancy parties.

Usually there's sex. We get rough. I like it rough.

But a full stomach, it feels disgusting to me. Painful.

A sated sex drive leaves me empty. I need the driving factor, not the release.
January 26, 2026 at 2:28 AM
im thinking about the dogs again.

i think i envy them. they dont think, they dont worry about the day to day, they just, are.

they go and they kill, or they get killed.

i...i spent some time, just, talking to them. theyre out of it, a lot of the time.
January 17, 2026 at 12:32 PM
got an update on what happened to boss. or should i say, B-Rank, Callsign Frogboy. The fuck kinda name is frog boy

turns out he went down with the city, figures. they only found him via tracking his path

yknow whats fucked, i think we went to school together, when i was still in school that is
January 17, 2026 at 12:21 PM
planetside. walking the streets trying to even remotely pretend i'm a normal person.

my head is aching. my eyes are burning. there's the taste of bile in the back of my throat, and all i can feel is the urge to get back to 05 and get back to work.

how many have i passed, that know im a monster
January 15, 2026 at 11:02 PM
my head feels like its burning. i cant stop thinking. i want to stop thinking why wont it stop
January 11, 2026 at 8:00 PM
I've spent a lot of time on the job, lately. I've barely been eating. Just active combat stims, military rations, and water every few days to get rid of the gnawing pain in my stomach.

They're calling me one of the best in the field now.
January 9, 2026 at 4:38 AM
Sensation. The stinging of my knuckles. It's too much.

In the bar, I scream. I scream it all out, everyone stares, surprised, but, they know.

Gods, they know. I scream until I'm hoarse, until I can no longer speak.

I tried to end it, then and there. I grabbed a glass, i shattered it
January 2, 2026 at 10:27 AM
Haven't shaved in days. Or showered. Or changed.
To some I'm the most beautiful thing they've ever seen. To others, a warm body.

I don't see anything in the mirror anymore. Nothing but an empty husk. I feel nothing from sex. No warmth. No release.

Other mercs stare me down. With pity. With hate.
January 2, 2026 at 9:41 AM
i can barely move.
January 2, 2026 at 3:52 AM
what have i done
January 1, 2026 at 10:36 AM
I don't know how to write this.

For those who havent been reading the news, New Cataract, a city that's been caught up in a major stalemate in the war, was just obliterated following a clandestine mission by a rogue merc outfit. The entire city, it's residents, and surrounding area are gone.
January 1, 2026 at 5:11 AM
Haze, it's called Haze apparently. glazes you over completely, gets you acting like a robot
grabbed something from the station pharmacy. dont remember what its called, but, its gonna numb my emotions for the night. i dont think i can handle spending another new years alone.

guess ill talk about her.
January 1, 2026 at 4:17 AM
grabbed something from the station pharmacy. dont remember what its called, but, its gonna numb my emotions for the night. i dont think i can handle spending another new years alone.

guess ill talk about her.
January 1, 2026 at 4:16 AM
woke up an hour ago, guess its almost new years back on earth

cant say im celebrating much of anything right now. everything is so fucked up.

at least i have money and a big ass bipedal weapons platform with modular munitions

i forgot the word modular for like 40 seconds
January 1, 2026 at 2:19 AM
Don't know how I got out of that alive, but, op was a success.

They had an A-Rank running security for the place. half the crew got decommissioned, but, we made it. i made it.

We moved in while it was still dark, and foggy. 05 was on point.
December 31, 2025 at 12:19 AM
Just in case I, y'know, die, during this next op, I'll answer more questions.

I got the name "Heretic" during a botched op involving working with some religious sect. Double-crossed them, can't stand churchies.

I got Moth from my coat. One of my exes gave me the name.
December 30, 2025 at 12:38 PM
gearing up for a combat op, heading out tomorrow. some gorup needs a heavy for a smash and grab. nobody on this side of the war. dont care what im doing, dont care who with, as long as its not with those freaks.
December 30, 2025 at 5:32 AM
just threw up in my bed. dont know if it was all the stress or the drugs but, i dont feel like i have a cold anymore.

its already clean as itll get, dealt with it. but fuck. ive been slipping. i need to get back out there, on jobs and shit, now that im not sick. get my rep up.
December 30, 2025 at 5:30 AM
i should get back to working out again. i was gettin pretty jacked
December 30, 2025 at 12:41 AM
gonna take the next few days easy. i cant pilot shit like this. if i get too restless ill just, yknow, drugs haha i do drugs im sooooo cooooool im a stim addict hahahahahahaha

ugh. i hate myself
December 29, 2025 at 11:44 PM
found some cold shit in the cabinet, didnt even know i had this
December 29, 2025 at 11:35 PM
I'm home, and I've taken my notes. And drugs. Not the fun ones, the ones that're gonna make me sit here and stay grounded.

Too much shit has happened in the past 24 hours for me to process. My body is bruised and beaten, and I'm so, so tired.

At least my cold is almost gone. Fuck.
December 29, 2025 at 2:46 PM
It's too still here now. There's only a few of them now, the ones with the muzzles and nicely dressed ones. Any of the normal folks from before, they're looking at me with concern. And fear.

Just gonna eat my soup and go. Don't want any trouble. Didn't want any to begin with.
December 29, 2025 at 10:18 AM
radar picked something up. theyre watching me.

if i dont post here in the next 24 hours, assume it didnt end well.

Celtic out.
December 29, 2025 at 6:39 AM
I hate how actively terrified and actively aroused I am after tonight. Everything aches, I have a target on my back, and I'M STILL FUCKING SICK

what was their fucking problem, was it my mask? did it

omfg did they think it was a muzzle how fucking stupid can you be
December 29, 2025 at 4:32 AM