Bianca 🏳⚧
@cappuccinobae.bsky.social
chronically online 24 y/o depressed trans shit/schizoposter
she/her
INFJ
🐈⬛
MDNI
i love snus and black metal
no sleep schedule
swedish tgirl
pansexual
164 cm / 5'5
55 kg / 120 lbs
former muscle twink - now a stick figure
single and cripplingly lonely
she/her
INFJ
🐈⬛
MDNI
i love snus and black metal
no sleep schedule
swedish tgirl
pansexual
164 cm / 5'5
55 kg / 120 lbs
former muscle twink - now a stick figure
single and cripplingly lonely
Pinned
got on twitter to try and post a bit to try and maybe find a single fucking person who would like to talk to me or i could make laugh and now im just mad and angry
it takes <2 minutes on twitter to absolutely ruin my day and make me upset
it takes <2 minutes on twitter to absolutely ruin my day and make me upset
January 18, 2026 at 4:59 AM
got on twitter to try and post a bit to try and maybe find a single fucking person who would like to talk to me or i could make laugh and now im just mad and angry
it takes <2 minutes on twitter to absolutely ruin my day and make me upset
it takes <2 minutes on twitter to absolutely ruin my day and make me upset
i left my makeup on from when i went to the mall and restaurant yesterday because i thought id wake up with a cute messy look but my eyeshadow has just completely conglomerated in my sleep :(
i look fucking ugly in these
i look fucking ugly in these
January 17, 2026 at 7:59 PM
i left my makeup on from when i went to the mall and restaurant yesterday because i thought id wake up with a cute messy look but my eyeshadow has just completely conglomerated in my sleep :(
i look fucking ugly in these
i look fucking ugly in these
think i found my friend i lost a decade and a half ago and was the first person i truly cared about after another "friend" called pretending to be me called him slurs and now im hyper anxious and don't know if i can add him :(
January 17, 2026 at 7:53 PM
think i found my friend i lost a decade and a half ago and was the first person i truly cared about after another "friend" called pretending to be me called him slurs and now im hyper anxious and don't know if i can add him :(
"pick me out whatever you think fits best!"
guarantee she got me a white one because im a fucking tranny
guarantee she got me a white one because im a fucking tranny
January 17, 2026 at 5:31 PM
"pick me out whatever you think fits best!"
guarantee she got me a white one because im a fucking tranny
guarantee she got me a white one because im a fucking tranny
this moon based account i follow on twitter that posts cool/pretty pics of the moon is posting ai moon slop. im the first person to ever say that. anyways, it's depressing
January 16, 2026 at 5:38 AM
this moon based account i follow on twitter that posts cool/pretty pics of the moon is posting ai moon slop. im the first person to ever say that. anyways, it's depressing
its a running theme from one of my last posts. i was talking about something i liked to the one person who talks to me when asked my opinion on it and they go (summarized) "yeah well it's actually disappointing idk how anyone likes that lmao it's so trash"
is this normal for people to be like this?
is this normal for people to be like this?
January 12, 2026 at 6:33 AM
its a running theme from one of my last posts. i was talking about something i liked to the one person who talks to me when asked my opinion on it and they go (summarized) "yeah well it's actually disappointing idk how anyone likes that lmao it's so trash"
is this normal for people to be like this?
is this normal for people to be like this?
realizing that i drink a lot of tea, lay in bed, and write (sad/depression writing) and cuddle my body pillow when i get really sad/depressed
i love tea. tea is very comforting to me. it's just something i found comforting. nothing i grew up with. just something i found that became part of my life.
i love tea. tea is very comforting to me. it's just something i found comforting. nothing i grew up with. just something i found that became part of my life.
January 11, 2026 at 3:09 PM
realizing that i drink a lot of tea, lay in bed, and write (sad/depression writing) and cuddle my body pillow when i get really sad/depressed
i love tea. tea is very comforting to me. it's just something i found comforting. nothing i grew up with. just something i found that became part of my life.
i love tea. tea is very comforting to me. it's just something i found comforting. nothing i grew up with. just something i found that became part of my life.
i lost a few friends this year and 2 guys i thought liked me. so i came to realize, that the ones left, whenever i talk to them about things i like, they all call them stupid and give me reasons as of to why i shouldn't, or to feel bad about liking whatever game/media. really feel completely alone.
January 9, 2026 at 7:59 PM
i lost a few friends this year and 2 guys i thought liked me. so i came to realize, that the ones left, whenever i talk to them about things i like, they all call them stupid and give me reasons as of to why i shouldn't, or to feel bad about liking whatever game/media. really feel completely alone.
Reposted by Bianca 🏳⚧
Chiitan loves good transgender people🏳️⚧️
In today's world, even making these kinds of statements will get you slandered, but I think it's more important to create a world where transgender people can live peacefully and be themselves, so I will continue to send out messages until my account is deleted
In today's world, even making these kinds of statements will get you slandered, but I think it's more important to create a world where transgender people can live peacefully and be themselves, so I will continue to send out messages until my account is deleted
January 8, 2026 at 6:14 PM
Chiitan loves good transgender people🏳️⚧️
In today's world, even making these kinds of statements will get you slandered, but I think it's more important to create a world where transgender people can live peacefully and be themselves, so I will continue to send out messages until my account is deleted
In today's world, even making these kinds of statements will get you slandered, but I think it's more important to create a world where transgender people can live peacefully and be themselves, so I will continue to send out messages until my account is deleted
Reposted by Bianca 🏳⚧
the virgin batman vs the chad catman
January 7, 2026 at 10:54 PM
the virgin batman vs the chad catman
seeing some creator talk about religion (no specific one) triggers christians. they all conglomerate in the comments spewing out "IT'S JESUS. JESUS IS THE ONE AND ONLY TRUE GOD" or whatever
it's fucking unnerving. it's like watching people apart of a cult. not saying this to be edgy. it's scary
it's fucking unnerving. it's like watching people apart of a cult. not saying this to be edgy. it's scary
January 7, 2026 at 10:36 PM
seeing some creator talk about religion (no specific one) triggers christians. they all conglomerate in the comments spewing out "IT'S JESUS. JESUS IS THE ONE AND ONLY TRUE GOD" or whatever
it's fucking unnerving. it's like watching people apart of a cult. not saying this to be edgy. it's scary
it's fucking unnerving. it's like watching people apart of a cult. not saying this to be edgy. it's scary
nutted so hard i actually kinda feel good
January 4, 2026 at 12:15 AM
nutted so hard i actually kinda feel good
god i love edging
January 4, 2026 at 12:15 AM
god i love edging
i can't ever just not be fucking stressed the fuck out lmfao what the fuck do i do
(answer: i have nobody to talk to so ill continue sadposting on here)
(answer: i have nobody to talk to so ill continue sadposting on here)
January 3, 2026 at 6:00 PM
i can't ever just not be fucking stressed the fuck out lmfao what the fuck do i do
(answer: i have nobody to talk to so ill continue sadposting on here)
(answer: i have nobody to talk to so ill continue sadposting on here)
people on discord have made me sad, people on snap have made me sad, people here have made me sad, & i made the mistake of opening IG again and now im horribly depressed and dysphoric.
might try to solo grind on ESO though. nothing better than distractions.
(plus i never played as an arcanist much)
might try to solo grind on ESO though. nothing better than distractions.
(plus i never played as an arcanist much)
January 2, 2026 at 4:14 AM
people on discord have made me sad, people on snap have made me sad, people here have made me sad, & i made the mistake of opening IG again and now im horribly depressed and dysphoric.
might try to solo grind on ESO though. nothing better than distractions.
(plus i never played as an arcanist much)
might try to solo grind on ESO though. nothing better than distractions.
(plus i never played as an arcanist much)
Reposted by Bianca 🏳⚧
yes to punctuation, no to capitalization.
i will bleed and die for trannycore typing.
i will bleed and die for trannycore typing.
January 1, 2026 at 1:14 PM
yes to punctuation, no to capitalization.
i will bleed and die for trannycore typing.
i will bleed and die for trannycore typing.
happy new years. im starting to realise im going to have to have a friend break up with my first friend of 20 years, who is also the only friend ive had my entire life. mostly because im trans and have no masc qualities about me at all. and he’s homophobic/transphobic.
i fucking hate my life.
i fucking hate my life.
January 1, 2026 at 8:37 PM
happy new years. im starting to realise im going to have to have a friend break up with my first friend of 20 years, who is also the only friend ive had my entire life. mostly because im trans and have no masc qualities about me at all. and he’s homophobic/transphobic.
i fucking hate my life.
i fucking hate my life.
realizing once again that ive never spent a single holiday with another person
January 1, 2026 at 1:11 PM
realizing once again that ive never spent a single holiday with another person
ghoul and thrall torture
January 1, 2026 at 8:29 AM
ghoul and thrall torture
Reposted by Bianca 🏳⚧
Happy new year
あけましておめでとうございますっ
縁起物なので自転車でそっち行きますねっ
2026年もよろしくお願い奉りますっ
みなさん大好きですっ
あけましておめでとうございますっ
縁起物なので自転車でそっち行きますねっ
2026年もよろしくお願い奉りますっ
みなさん大好きですっ
December 31, 2025 at 3:03 PM
Happy new year
あけましておめでとうございますっ
縁起物なので自転車でそっち行きますねっ
2026年もよろしくお願い奉りますっ
みなさん大好きですっ
あけましておめでとうございますっ
縁起物なので自転車でそっち行きますねっ
2026年もよろしくお願い奉りますっ
みなさん大好きですっ
i openly told someone for the first time ever in july(?) that i was interested in him, and liked him. got thrown in my face. blamed myself. today i lied to myself about having the courage to do it again. did it. horrible mistake. blaming myself.
i can't ever initiate talking to anyone. never again.
i can't ever initiate talking to anyone. never again.
January 1, 2026 at 3:00 AM
i openly told someone for the first time ever in july(?) that i was interested in him, and liked him. got thrown in my face. blamed myself. today i lied to myself about having the courage to do it again. did it. horrible mistake. blaming myself.
i can't ever initiate talking to anyone. never again.
i can't ever initiate talking to anyone. never again.
Reposted by Bianca 🏳⚧
To everyone who can openly declare that they are transgender,
and to everyone who cannot yet come out to those around them🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
The world has not yet fully seen the dawn, but let’s continue to support one another.
Chiitan is here with everyone’s hearts.
Everyone is beautiful♡
and to everyone who cannot yet come out to those around them🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
The world has not yet fully seen the dawn, but let’s continue to support one another.
Chiitan is here with everyone’s hearts.
Everyone is beautiful♡
December 31, 2025 at 10:59 PM
To everyone who can openly declare that they are transgender,
and to everyone who cannot yet come out to those around them🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
The world has not yet fully seen the dawn, but let’s continue to support one another.
Chiitan is here with everyone’s hearts.
Everyone is beautiful♡
and to everyone who cannot yet come out to those around them🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
The world has not yet fully seen the dawn, but let’s continue to support one another.
Chiitan is here with everyone’s hearts.
Everyone is beautiful♡