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Clueless

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animal hearted little fool | kittydog girlthing (31) (it/she) I draw stuff?? | 18+ | (formerly @slendidnt)

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⏰ @clockstops3am.bsky.social · Oct 19

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 4h

it was so hard and took 3 hours and then i fucked it up really bad at the end lol i probablly wont

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 4h

aa i really really want to get my hair cut in a diff shape.. so expensive tho.. maybe one day ill try to cut my hair again on my own

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 5h

wagss ^^ <33

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 5h

I finished it :3

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 7h

doodled a lil during my adhd therapist call (in retrospect this was not very attentive of me)

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 9h

work art (that's Salems ear btw)

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bunnymutt @bunnymutt.bsky.social · 1d

i could be ur haunted girlfriend

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ande ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ @andewitt.bsky.social · 2d

awoooo

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Fantômas, Le contrebandier de DEI @theefantomas.bsky.social · 1d

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pika!! @meltyautumn.bsky.social · 1d

I've stopped rendering btw. Since I'm not visible to the camera. It's to save polygons. Boss's orders

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gorepup @gorepup.bsky.social · 1d

queer

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Dog @ob-underdog.bsky.social · 14d

New stamps
#mixedmedia #art

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🔞 𝕭𝖗𝖎𝖆𝖗 𝖂𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖊𝖓🔞 @brain-d0g.bsky.social · 2d

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Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

girl that pees so fucking much oh my god

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

ok ty for coming to memory exploration time with willow I'm gonna try to have breakfast and then play white knuckle more yay!!

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

he had me doing stuff like doing a drawing and then asking me stuff about it. and I would draw something ultra generic totally disconnected from me and intentionally dodge his questions attempting to inject detail to the scene like wtf was I DOING??

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

I remember going to therapy in 1st grade because I was getting panic attacks thinking I was going to die, and I was analyzing the SHIT out of that therapist. I was playing 4d chess trying to not let this man know anything.

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

so I just kinda, treated every corner of my brain like it was dangerous? like I would reveal myself. The behaviors and roles I let myself have were ones I mirrored from the friends and family I felt safe with.

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

all I know is that since a really little age I was always scared to let any of my thoughts out. I felt too risky? it felt scary. I thought I'd let something bad out without knowing it was bad. I didn't know where or what that "bad" was though

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

other than that I don't have a single memory of me actually choosing and being something that I actually Wanted to be. even as a little kid I only took part with minimal or given costumes. I don't think I even knew what I wanted to be?? if there were things I wanted to be then I wouldn't tell anyone

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

idk what got me to actually go for it? trying? I don't remember having a bad time at all I was just so awkward and quiet mostly ehehe but I remember hanging out w friends of friends and stuff.

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

it's really silly I think we just went into college freshman year and I was crazy into TF2 and only played spy so of course I tried to make a spy costume (crazy I didn't even do the paper mask bit) I remember asking for help from my auntie to find a suit not know how much those are lol

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

it's literally our favorite season and holiday ever and we've only tried to actually engage with it one single time ever and it makes me sad..

Clueless @capracrimes.bsky.social · 2d

I wanna b something for Halloween.. we never pick things to be for Halloween ever and it's dumb I don't wanna miss Halloween forever