ADHD Sucks at 12:30am During Your Weekly Recap.
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In other news, on top of thinking about posting a public weekly journal—or when I update journal—I took the advice and started writing out a daily journal at night. Help let go some of the built up stress, or so I keep telling myself.

It gets better, right? Or at the very least somehow a celebrity bursts out of a random door and say how this was all a setup and life returns to normalcy?

Cause I’d like that right now.

I’m not gonna lie, twas scary to write everything down and post to the world, but can’t argue with the results. I do feel a little bit more liberated from stress and depression. At least my therapist is trying to find other things than “here’s life medication.”

It’s been rough, but therapist said I should start keeping a journal. And man… there has been a lot that I’ve kept bottled up. We’ll see how far I keep it up. Now with proper link.

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So many people upset and saying if Pokémon games had voice overs that they would pronounce it properly.

No you wouldn’t. You’d argue that the actors/directors/creators of the monster’s name is wrong and still refuse to pronounce it properly much like you do over the name GIF.

TBF: English is weird

Man, I’m just exhausted with social media. So many accounts I’ve had to mute these last couple months, always trying to retrain algorithms. We’re just angry 24/7 now, aren’t we?

So wait, the same people who complain about a game having easy mode as it's disrespectful to the devs way it's intended to be played are angry at a mod site is deleting mods that whitewash a character, or that they're made fun of for using mods of characters in skimpy outfits or enlarged body parts.

The amount of arrogance, narcissism, and ignorance is just appalling these days. And the problem becomes in the workplace that we *only* promote people like that, as opposed to people that will listen and be respectful.

I keep telling myself I need to go back to college so I can find a cushy WFH job and not deal with the arrogance of people. But alas, I don’t know if I can find a job that matches my great health benefits at the moment. 😅

Today starts day 1 of 11 in a row because I hate myself. Let’s see how long this optimism lasts. 😅

Listening to the radio and an economist is on going “well, we don’t want deflation because then we’ll then have depression again. But as long as incomes keep up, we’ll be fine. I mean, you can always find a better paying job and if you can’t then maybe you chose the wrong career path.”

Thanks bud 🫠

Mental health check up. Drink some water to stay hydrated. If you get a lunch break, get some serotonin in you. Do you never take a lunch break and work through it? Stop it; take your break.

A lot of us are in marathon mode, it’s gonna be a long couple of years.

The fuck it isn’t, random pillow that crossed my line of sight.

I just realized I’m about to be a big hypocrite. I hate when all I see my friends using social media to be angry about stuff rather than being hopeful… and now here I am about to do the same exact thing!

Btw, there’s gonna be a lot of posts today. Just be ready. 😅

Why 2 accounts, you may be asking. Well, 1 I have a lot of inner thoughts that a therapist I talked to said I should write down so I don’t bottle it inside. 2, because despite these posts going to the ether, I want my friends to know what’s going on without it being posted to my main account.

Hello world. Doin’ a thing. Been debating on it for a while, but like a lot of other people I figure now’s a great time.

For those that know, technically it’s an alt account but I haven’t dusted off my actual bsky. So maybe this is main? I dunno.

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