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carclash.bsky.social
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19 I came here from vent 🌒
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i feel like it’s only fair to make a proper introduction. i’m carclash from vent, but you can call me star! general tw for ed, sh, and depressing shit.

would love to be mutuals!
craziest thing about opening up to people after years of being terrified of them finding out is that they dgaf either way LMAO
January 15, 2026 at 1:44 AM
i genuinely ruin everything i touch LMAO
January 14, 2026 at 8:11 PM
i wanna be high all the time
December 20, 2025 at 12:35 AM
ever have a fleeting thought that is so devastating? “desire is dangerous and love is temporary.” like… now that you mention it…
December 18, 2025 at 9:18 PM
i don’t want anyone to know anything about me ever
December 16, 2025 at 5:04 PM
i’ve been having too many thoughts and none of them are good‼️
December 13, 2025 at 9:45 PM
WHY IS THE FINAL ACT OF LOVE ALWAYS LETTING GO
December 13, 2025 at 3:58 PM
what do you mean talking to a friend and showering and doing a hobby i’ve been neglecting made me feel better!!
December 12, 2025 at 11:07 PM
depression may hate a moving target but damn i’m not bulletproof
December 11, 2025 at 4:09 AM
i think everyone has one overarching internal conflict they need to work through in their 20s or they explode. probably.
December 8, 2025 at 3:30 AM
i love romance so much i wish it was real
December 7, 2025 at 5:15 AM
idk what’s up with me, i’ve become so sensitive but i’m not hating it…? at least not all the time
December 7, 2025 at 5:13 AM
man its fear and hope and confusion and there’s so much of it
December 7, 2025 at 5:13 AM
fuck he’s so hot i wish he was real
December 7, 2025 at 5:11 AM
also… i might relapse soon…. stay tuned…..
December 6, 2025 at 2:26 AM
nineteen is for confusion over your sexuality and your relationship with intimacy. but it’s like a buoy, the more you push it down the faster it springs back up.
December 6, 2025 at 2:26 AM
i’m so glad i’m alive man
November 3, 2025 at 12:37 AM
and what if i said i wanted someone to place a gentle kiss on my shoulder. then what.
March 22, 2025 at 5:23 PM
relapsed!! yay!! (the dread has come back twice as strong)
February 26, 2025 at 3:11 AM
i need somebody to slap me until i pull myself together
February 25, 2025 at 4:58 PM
this feeling is taking everything out of me
February 25, 2025 at 4:58 PM
it’s a nice day today but i don’t have the energy to appreciate it.
January 9, 2025 at 8:50 PM
my mom thinks im a brainless moron
December 12, 2024 at 11:20 PM
what is happening to me
December 12, 2024 at 11:16 PM
have u ever had a nightmare inside a nightmare? crazy
December 4, 2024 at 6:35 PM