Broken Catgirl's Diary
@catgirldiary.bsky.social
Priv/Vent account for a certain catgirl
If you follow me, you'll be subject to TheFiltering™️
(If I know and trust you'll prolly be fine)
There is a lot of negativity here, though
You've been warned
If you follow me, you'll be subject to TheFiltering™️
(If I know and trust you'll prolly be fine)
There is a lot of negativity here, though
You've been warned
Pinned
If youre seeing this, you prolly know this is my priv.
Know that I dont want to filter my thoughts and feelings here, and that I *will* subpost others here.
So please be careful as there might be posts hurtful to you. Also, dont take anything I say as "intent" or "true" as I'm just venting, okie?
Know that I dont want to filter my thoughts and feelings here, and that I *will* subpost others here.
So please be careful as there might be posts hurtful to you. Also, dont take anything I say as "intent" or "true" as I'm just venting, okie?
I will never be worth something
January 10, 2026 at 9:52 AM
I will never be worth something
Even doomed alterous feelings are so painful, would romantic ones have been even worse?
January 10, 2026 at 9:23 AM
Even doomed alterous feelings are so painful, would romantic ones have been even worse?
I cant do it i just cant
I cant i cant
Never could
I cant i cant
Never could
January 4, 2026 at 12:07 PM
I cant do it i just cant
I cant i cant
Never could
I cant i cant
Never could
This world is fundamentally broken and I was never meant to live in it
January 4, 2026 at 10:13 AM
This world is fundamentally broken and I was never meant to live in it
Hi i would like to have a lethal heart attack for new years it would be very nice
January 3, 2026 at 1:37 PM
Hi i would like to have a lethal heart attack for new years it would be very nice
I still cant cry i still cant feel my brain is still fucked like before whatthe fuck has hrt done ither than put me on yet another timer
Am i not allowef to have ven one good tjing happen to me????
Am i not allowef to have ven one good tjing happen to me????
January 3, 2026 at 1:14 PM
I still cant cry i still cant feel my brain is still fucked like before whatthe fuck has hrt done ither than put me on yet another timer
Am i not allowef to have ven one good tjing happen to me????
Am i not allowef to have ven one good tjing happen to me????
Borj too fucked to ever be able to live like a stillborn child but atleast they have the fortune of actually dying early and being free from suffering but im stuck here for 25 years and prolly longer cuz i cant fuxjinf end no matter how much i want to cuz what i want and what i need never mattered
January 3, 2026 at 10:31 AM
Borj too fucked to ever be able to live like a stillborn child but atleast they have the fortune of actually dying early and being free from suffering but im stuck here for 25 years and prolly longer cuz i cant fuxjinf end no matter how much i want to cuz what i want and what i need never mattered
Never even had a life
January 3, 2026 at 9:49 AM
Never even had a life
I wish I haf died already I wish I never libd why6me
January 3, 2026 at 9:49 AM
I wish I haf died already I wish I never libd why6me
No options or choices ig I can only hope on the miniscule chance death comes early
Doubt it though, my luck doesn't allow good things
Doubt it though, my luck doesn't allow good things
December 29, 2025 at 6:39 PM
No options or choices ig I can only hope on the miniscule chance death comes early
Doubt it though, my luck doesn't allow good things
Doubt it though, my luck doesn't allow good things
Free will is an illusion
December 22, 2025 at 5:14 PM
Free will is an illusion
Heartache is a nice pain
Physically, atleast
Is that how cutting feels? A pleasant pain to contrast painful feelings?
Physically, atleast
Is that how cutting feels? A pleasant pain to contrast painful feelings?
December 6, 2025 at 7:38 PM
Heartache is a nice pain
Physically, atleast
Is that how cutting feels? A pleasant pain to contrast painful feelings?
Physically, atleast
Is that how cutting feels? A pleasant pain to contrast painful feelings?
?????
Bpd feelings acting up again??
Fuck off it was better when you were gone again why did you have to return
Bpd feelings acting up again??
Fuck off it was better when you were gone again why did you have to return
November 29, 2025 at 6:50 PM
?????
Bpd feelings acting up again??
Fuck off it was better when you were gone again why did you have to return
Bpd feelings acting up again??
Fuck off it was better when you were gone again why did you have to return
I'm so fucking pathetic...
November 27, 2025 at 1:47 PM
I'm so fucking pathetic...
I've been so asocial lately and it's been making me very lonely
November 23, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I've been so asocial lately and it's been making me very lonely
...
I was right
I never have the ability or charisma or whatever it is that lets people remain friends or be close
If I don't keep trying and trying everyone leaves
So so so very few ppl who actually reach out to me first
Everyone else doesnt give a second thought
I was right
I never have the ability or charisma or whatever it is that lets people remain friends or be close
If I don't keep trying and trying everyone leaves
So so so very few ppl who actually reach out to me first
Everyone else doesnt give a second thought
November 9, 2025 at 7:44 PM
...
I was right
I never have the ability or charisma or whatever it is that lets people remain friends or be close
If I don't keep trying and trying everyone leaves
So so so very few ppl who actually reach out to me first
Everyone else doesnt give a second thought
I was right
I never have the ability or charisma or whatever it is that lets people remain friends or be close
If I don't keep trying and trying everyone leaves
So so so very few ppl who actually reach out to me first
Everyone else doesnt give a second thought
I feel like I'm only getting more dumb and mentally disabled with time and clearly T isn't the issue cuz nothing has gotten better or stopped since I started HRT yet
November 2, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I feel like I'm only getting more dumb and mentally disabled with time and clearly T isn't the issue cuz nothing has gotten better or stopped since I started HRT yet
Nothing like a healthy dose of dread to add flavor to every already-stressful step you take in an attempt to reclaim even a sliver of your life
October 20, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Nothing like a healthy dose of dread to add flavor to every already-stressful step you take in an attempt to reclaim even a sliver of your life
Ihatethidihatethisohatethisohatehtisihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethisihayehtjshihatethis
October 20, 2025 at 4:41 PM
Ihatethidihatethisohatethisohatehtisihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethisihayehtjshihatethis
The only noticeable effect hrt has had on me so far is tits
No brainfog going away, no emotions appearing, no will to live returning, nothing but tits
No brainfog going away, no emotions appearing, no will to live returning, nothing but tits
October 19, 2025 at 6:49 PM
The only noticeable effect hrt has had on me so far is tits
No brainfog going away, no emotions appearing, no will to live returning, nothing but tits
No brainfog going away, no emotions appearing, no will to live returning, nothing but tits
I initially wanted to call this account doomed catgirl's diary
Would've been accurate tbh
Would've been accurate tbh
October 19, 2025 at 3:52 PM
I initially wanted to call this account doomed catgirl's diary
Would've been accurate tbh
Would've been accurate tbh
Why why why me why couldn't I have been luckier why did I have to be one of the unlucky ones why did I have to be born into a shithole why did I have to have dunb parents why did I have to be queer why did I have to get so many mental illnesses why did I have to be disabled
October 19, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Why why why me why couldn't I have been luckier why did I have to be one of the unlucky ones why did I have to be born into a shithole why did I have to have dunb parents why did I have to be queer why did I have to get so many mental illnesses why did I have to be disabled
An evolutionary dead end, a genetic defect
October 19, 2025 at 3:13 PM
An evolutionary dead end, a genetic defect