i mean. it sucks obviously. but everything else sucks right now too so whatever i guess

I don't feel much of anything towards my diagnosis besides "well that explains why all my other treatments haven't worked" lmfao

i was worried that sleeping under my weighted blanket every night would desensitize me to its calming effects but i've found out that all i have to do is get out of bed for like 10 minutes and then when i get back under the blanket it does its thing pretty well

wishing my anxiety a very fuck you today

the other production company in town is doing frozen and when the music director talked to me a couple weeks ago i wasn't sure which show he was doing so. i am just SO happy that i don't have to play let it go a billion times LOL

i'm watching it and enjoying it but lmao @ my dumb fucking brain sometimes

can someone tell me why i've been wanting to watch this movie for a while, but as soon as i sit down to Watch It For Work Reasons i suddenly want to do literally anything else

i don't care if these two (three????) never kiss i am enraptured by whatever the fuck it is they've got going on

dudes are sticking their hands into each other and goo-ing inside each other and you're upset that they don't kiss. ok.

"wah wah they never kissed" DO WE REALLY NEED THEM TO. DO WE REALLY REALLY NEED THAT

it was so bad i'm actually trying to finish writing chapter 3 of my fic because if they can put that shit on tv, i can do anything