Never argue with me over anything I WILL overthink it in circles for months

The worst thing that has ever happened to me is learning that I love drawing
Because now I force myself to know shit since that's the whole fucking point of my job

Art is also the best thing to ever happen to me because I'd rather be a crazy person with the craziest community than being *nothing*

I can't stand the fact that people accept being told that being actually, genuinely *dumb* i.e. not knowing shit and not doing your own work is fine and is "the future"
And they accept it because OH THE IRONY they don't know the way the tech operates, it's not fucking magic because NOTHING IS

You get thrown into this cursed world and start the painful process of *constantly learning* since day 0
Why the fuck are you staying alive and functioning as a human being if you accept the tech that steals gaining skills and knowledge from you???

It's been said before by way smarter people million times ofc that they're replacing the act of thinking and researching but it's infuriating that you're told that *knowing and learning isn't necessary*
What the fuck is the point of anything ever then??

This shit, as small models, used to help *process* specific data in a specific field and show probabilities that can help a person make further decisions, like, you know, A TOOL
Instead, these days it regurgitates stolen, copyrighted *work* and completely fucking replaces the act of THINKING

We've been literally taught to make the simplest neural network on paper in Uni, it's not that hard once you get the math!!!
It's a great technology for pattern recognition, it DOES help in, for example, medical field because it can notice patterns in statistics that a person couldn't

And as a crazy person (artist) I'm constantly hyper-analyzing every little thing about myself, including why the hell all this buzz about a/i triggers me

A/I has existed for decades!!! If we get technical, it's called neural network and this shit is OLD AF
YOU CAN MAKE IT ON PAPER

I'm constantly feeling like a crazy person in the room because I'm surrounded by people (i.e. friends) who just don't care about shit that makes me angry
It's literally part of the culture here to laugh and point at people who are passionate about anything openly so yeah, I get it

I've been splitting my head in two over a conflict I've had more than a month ago and why I got so angry and annoyed to the point of a massive headache
Like, I've had arguments with friends before ofc but this time it was to the point of me not wanting to talk to the person ever again

OMG YESSSSSSSSSSS SAME!!!! THERE WAS THAT ONE LADY WHO TAUGHT THE WHOLE SITE TO PHOTOSHOP OnlyDreaM or something like that was her nickname?? I still have some diary themes on my PC I made thanks to her skdgjlsdkgj
Glad to see another old-school user 🤝🤝🤝

Oh yeah, the most interesting part about beon is, if you were there, then you're probably queer, maybe a furry also
Place was full of freaks and it was beautiful and fun and I MISS IT

Admin never announced that he'd be turning the site off and deleting all of our data and blogs and that was the worst :( I wish I had archived my diary and DMs
I still miss my childhood online friends

Thank you!! <3

SOLD! Thank you!

Aaaaaaaaaa thank you!!!!!!!!! 😭💙💙💙💙💙

Ayyyyy congrats on the number!!

The interest is still highly appreciated!! :D Thank you once again, means a lot! <3

Aaaaaaaaaa thank you sm for your words!!!!!!!! 🥺💙💙💙💙