she takes and bad talk and puts us in situations when we can't say no but somehow i'm half at fault

"i cant see 2 of my children fighting" why is she still your child when she's an ingrate of an immature kid

i wish an accident happens and it takes me

i wish i bleed out on the surgery and die

i should be put on a psych i'm really a danger to myself

being suicidal and thanatophobic at the same time is the worst combination ever

i wanna be normal too

man this sucks

i'll always be the one odd out and it's all my fault for being born like this

being conditioned so hard since i was a toddler that i'm not important in ppl's lives have wholey broken me and i honestly think i'll never be able to form deep connections with other ppl

*also* imagine being almost 26 and feel like you've never had a chance of actually living because of a condition u were born with but then the government says you aren't "qualified enough" to be able to be in the disability program so my family doesn't struggle financially

imagine being almost 26 and not having any of the obligatory learning certificates to legally work

also i may have a roof over my head and my family is honestly not that bad but boy does my life sucks

feeling like shit bc i literally don't know how to promote my original stories w/o feeling like an attention seeker