It's difficult to look up the few old illustration work I have left
And realize I have to start from zero, like if I've wasted the best years of my life
I feel like giving up all the time
Dropping personal art projects
and just keep making fan art
Cos that's all what people like and share from me

And create a webcomic (since I don't think I'll have the time to animate again) with my characters
So I would appreciate a lot your support on my my videos & posts related to #sauveteursdelespace and #NaturesGuardian
Cos I really need encouragement 🥺
Cos its difficult.

As some of you know, I was on a relationship with a narcissist & abusive man some years ago.
My now ex had no heart
He blackmailed me emotionally to make me delete like 2 decades of work on illustration, concept writing, and animation that was almost finished.
And now I have to start from zero

For example, I've noticed people who say silly or boring things on TikTok, Instagram, or Twitter
Also follow me here
But here on Bluesky, they say inspiring, very intelligent, and even philosophical things 😲
In my case I'm all the same on each platform, I bore you talking about art and cartoons 🤣

And now, because of those people, I no longer eat Greek yogurt because I can't.
Just seeing it on the supermarket fridge makes me remind those videos
And start laughing like a mad woman oooh mon dieu!!🤣🤣
For the peeps who ask why I only come to post my art videos but I don't stay after that

It does have a smell, I'm not saying it doesn't.
but it's definitely a very sweet, pleasant smell.
It's difficult to describe the smell cos I have nothing to compare to
I can't get over how silly is the other statement I've heard...
That it smells to greek yogurt!🤣🤣
That's not accurate either.

Either that, or they have residue of men's little swimmers (those also smell bad with time when they die)
For example,I've never had intimacy with anyone and I take serious my personal hygiene especially down them.
And mine has never smell like fish.
V part should have a subtle and pleasant smell.

I've rarely posted photos on my social networks, so I don't mind to take them off Twitter
But on professional profile/job sites I need it.
Animation studios recruiters are more likely to hire people who have a photo of their face on their accounts
& not an artwork, even if it's made by the artist

Oh but that's a perfectly reasonable answer ! I don't know what he's complaining about 😌
By the way, I loved the hat! I feel like I'd like it to be a character design trait 🤭

Woow this is really amazing! I loved the effects on the hand and the pose, it looks very dynamic and and makes him look badass! 😄

I can feel you on this mate! about not finding inspiration!
Although this is beautiful!!! 🤩 😍
Too cool to be a messy sketch, you should see my sketches, they're awful!! 🤭
Looks like something from a coloring book, may I color it? 😊

Oh...that's a good point! 🤔
I think that's probably the reason
That's why I don't aspire to become like a super popular artist.
I just would like to have a small but loving fanbase, peeps with the same passions whom I can make friends with 😊
And some stable clients to be able to live off my art.

As much as for me, it'd have mean a lot that the artists & scientists I follow on socials cos I admire them could show some appreciation to me.
If they like me after that & want to be my friends, I'll take it as a bonus😊
But at least I want to know that MY LOVE AND MY SUPPORT IS APPRECIATED! 🥺🙏

Maybe I no longer stream regularly, and can't spend a lot of time chatting with friends online like like I did when I was younger.
But I always try my best to reply soon comments on my art,cos I know for people will means a lot!
And it will make up their days to know I appreciate their support!😊

there's more people like this
I could make a book with their names
& don't go "they're busy"
"they have tons of followers"
I'm not famous but I have a hard life, two jobs, house chores, cats/relatives to take care of
But I can take 5 mintues to say "thanks my peep for your comment I appreciate"