Hello I woke up at 3:30am

Now I am at airport at 4am

This flight sounded like a good idea three months ago when I booked 🥲

I had some serious side knee/calf pain for a long time last year which they eventually concluded was the beginning of varicose veins, and I knew one of the main ways I could improve it and prevent it getting worse would be to get more active but frustratingly I just couldn’t make myself do it

I bought a home ballet barre for $10 (yes, ten dollars) and it’s actually good ?? I did a class from youtube with it last night and it made me so happy to be able to fully practice at home without having to make do with my very unstable computer chair 🥹

Finally went back to ballet after a four-ish month break due to leg injury 😭 it’s sooo good to be back I didn’t realise I’d been missing it so much

Airservices finally sent me the preliminary assessments for my ATC course application and I am shittin myself nervous over them lmao

I’m sick of restarting over and over, health getting worse and staying unhappy with my body. I think no one sees these posts but that’s fine, it keeps me accountable and that’s what matters 😌 really going for consistency this time

walkies time maybe gym time we’ll see if I have time…….

Finally got to wear me new finished vest the other day but alas she is a little bit itchy : (

I was so brave and finally got back in the gym.. tried stairmaster for the first time today and I give it 0/10 but I will probably be back 😌

I’m gonnaaaa join a new gym.. but scary…… I wish I had more options locally 😭

Uhhh I guess I post here now……