Peeped that no matter how good of a day I have I haven’t been allowed to be happy two days consistently and that’s wild considering I’ve been cheerleading for the longest. But I peep and acknowledge it and gotta love therappyyyyyy

TW: s**cide

But

Paying for my meds this round is prob the one thing holding me from decorating someone’s windshield but teehee everything is v shitty 🤌🏾

I have to keep reminding myself that I’m letting my job take chunks out of my check for health insurance and need to run up the fucking bill while I can

Finally got my keyboard so I can go back to writing shitty fanfiction and monster porn 😗

I keep telling myself I’ll heal in hell but tonight I actually got a chance to heal a relationship and it hurts so bad but tbh im still afraid but I’ve been missing on community that I grew up with 😢

Need to trip and fall into a heavy coma bc my job doesn’t believe in carrying pain meds 😭

Cow?
COW(S)
I had to give one a stirring conversation for taking my hand, halfway down its throat when I was just trying to shuck the corn for them :/

every polycule needs
• google calendar
• open lines of communication
• even distribution of television streaming services
• at least one service top

As someone who doesn’t like peaches I was v attracted to this one idk

💙 Obsessed with water in all forms and investing in a projector is not only comforting but reminds me that blue truly suits me 💙

Multiple emails-> multiple free trials-> binge junji ito repeatedly-> complain about nightmares-> repeat

In no particular order, my goals were:

•Eat
•Work
•Cook bomb dinner
•Bust a healthy nut
•Get high
•Nut healthily again
•Horror night

I think the only thing missing is someone to tuck me in 🥲

🐮 Introducing myself to say that cow print anything is superior 🐮 Basically trying to make some oF friends and just clear out my nudes folder