RaeN 🏳️‍⚧️
chaosimp.bsky.social
RaeN 🏳️‍⚧️
@chaosimp.bsky.social
(ray-en) aka N
model, artist, martial arts, rat bike life ✏️🏍️🥊💃🏻
- ve/ver
*i still dont understand that but i wanted to, and so i painted it...
January 20, 2026 at 1:43 AM
*the original story of the painting was that i saw what looked like a father with a child sleeping in his lap on the bus. this filled me with terror for the child but over the half hour or so they were on the bus with me, i realized that the child appeared to feel safe and sheltered there.
January 20, 2026 at 1:43 AM
these days, ive been feeling more and more the need to use my voice again. so i am saying this in an attemt to untie my knots, reclaim my voice and find a way to use it going forward.

funny how its always the little things that break me...
January 20, 2026 at 1:43 AM
i had so deeply internalized the belief that as a daughter, i could not contradict the patriarch of my family without shaming all of my siblings. i think i made a plea to death of the artist and then didnt publish art again in any way for years.
January 20, 2026 at 1:43 AM
lol 😅
January 17, 2026 at 5:58 AM
thx! 😁
January 17, 2026 at 12:49 AM
that feeling is so real ...
January 14, 2026 at 12:02 AM
ooh pretty! love these kinda spots 👀 nice job avoiding the asbestos 😅
December 16, 2025 at 2:51 AM
thats so impressive! ✨
December 10, 2025 at 3:33 AM
this is the first illustration, an analysis of the social protocols used around the lunchroom table. i was like 29 before my autistic brain realized making eye contact and smiling with each speaker around the table was not actually the typical protocol for that situation 😅
December 4, 2025 at 10:49 PM