Charcole's Venting Account
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struggling with species dysphoria. please dm main for tips. please. if you have any I beg you.
Main: @charcole.bsky.social
This account has all notifications turned off.
struggling with species dysphoria. please dm main for tips. please. if you have any I beg you.
okay turns out this was linked to how the day went before hand (I just wanted comforted by a certain someone) but I still feel that things are better when I'm talking to her
okay. serious shit.
I think I'm addicted to affection. Any time I'm not talking to Flare just feels dull. Doing literally anything else just doesn't bring me as much joy. Without her I feel like shit.
I think I'm too dependent on her. I don't know how to fix this.
I think I'm addicted to affection. Any time I'm not talking to Flare just feels dull. Doing literally anything else just doesn't bring me as much joy. Without her I feel like shit.
I think I'm too dependent on her. I don't know how to fix this.
December 26, 2025 at 9:40 PM
okay turns out this was linked to how the day went before hand (I just wanted comforted by a certain someone) but I still feel that things are better when I'm talking to her
okay. serious shit.
I think I'm addicted to affection. Any time I'm not talking to Flare just feels dull. Doing literally anything else just doesn't bring me as much joy. Without her I feel like shit.
I think I'm too dependent on her. I don't know how to fix this.
I think I'm addicted to affection. Any time I'm not talking to Flare just feels dull. Doing literally anything else just doesn't bring me as much joy. Without her I feel like shit.
I think I'm too dependent on her. I don't know how to fix this.
December 26, 2025 at 4:57 AM
okay. serious shit.
I think I'm addicted to affection. Any time I'm not talking to Flare just feels dull. Doing literally anything else just doesn't bring me as much joy. Without her I feel like shit.
I think I'm too dependent on her. I don't know how to fix this.
I think I'm addicted to affection. Any time I'm not talking to Flare just feels dull. Doing literally anything else just doesn't bring me as much joy. Without her I feel like shit.
I think I'm too dependent on her. I don't know how to fix this.
ugh, I have to go back to my dad's house Sunday. I don't want to go though. He's so fucking strict.
December 26, 2025 at 4:40 AM
ugh, I have to go back to my dad's house Sunday. I don't want to go though. He's so fucking strict.
look, I love some good art
BUT WHY DOES IT MAKE ME SO DYSPHORIC???
BUT WHY DOES IT MAKE ME SO DYSPHORIC???
December 25, 2025 at 9:14 PM
look, I love some good art
BUT WHY DOES IT MAKE ME SO DYSPHORIC???
BUT WHY DOES IT MAKE ME SO DYSPHORIC???
Yeah, get all pissed because I'm choosing my time over yours.
I told you the chances of me being on tonight were slim.
You know who you are.
I told you the chances of me being on tonight were slim.
You know who you are.
December 21, 2025 at 9:11 AM
Yeah, get all pissed because I'm choosing my time over yours.
I told you the chances of me being on tonight were slim.
You know who you are.
I told you the chances of me being on tonight were slim.
You know who you are.
im scared
i might have to tell my parents about my relationship soon
what if they force me to leave her?
i might have to tell my parents about my relationship soon
what if they force me to leave her?
December 19, 2025 at 12:48 AM
im scared
i might have to tell my parents about my relationship soon
what if they force me to leave her?
i might have to tell my parents about my relationship soon
what if they force me to leave her?
i have so fucking much school work to do and so little time
December 18, 2025 at 5:06 PM
i have so fucking much school work to do and so little time
i feel like i could collapse at any moment from all this school stress
December 17, 2025 at 3:26 PM
i feel like i could collapse at any moment from all this school stress
(cw: graphic content)
it was like watching one of my own get maimed and mutilated, beyond recognition...
it was like watching one of my own get maimed and mutilated, beyond recognition...
i saw an actually traumatizing video on youtube last night
normally horror games don't affect me that much but this was just something else.
i was crying for a full hour afterwards.
i can't keep that image out of my head.
normally horror games don't affect me that much but this was just something else.
i was crying for a full hour afterwards.
i can't keep that image out of my head.
WOW THAT WAS TRAUMATIZING
more at 8.
more at 8.
December 15, 2025 at 1:31 PM
(cw: graphic content)
it was like watching one of my own get maimed and mutilated, beyond recognition...
it was like watching one of my own get maimed and mutilated, beyond recognition...
i saw an actually traumatizing video on youtube last night
normally horror games don't affect me that much but this was just something else.
i was crying for a full hour afterwards.
i can't keep that image out of my head.
normally horror games don't affect me that much but this was just something else.
i was crying for a full hour afterwards.
i can't keep that image out of my head.
WOW THAT WAS TRAUMATIZING
more at 8.
more at 8.
December 15, 2025 at 12:52 PM
i saw an actually traumatizing video on youtube last night
normally horror games don't affect me that much but this was just something else.
i was crying for a full hour afterwards.
i can't keep that image out of my head.
normally horror games don't affect me that much but this was just something else.
i was crying for a full hour afterwards.
i can't keep that image out of my head.
WOW THAT WAS TRAUMATIZING
more at 8.
more at 8.
December 15, 2025 at 5:32 AM
WOW THAT WAS TRAUMATIZING
more at 8.
more at 8.
sounds about right for my step dad to try to justify war crimes
December 14, 2025 at 5:00 PM
sounds about right for my step dad to try to justify war crimes
I thought i wasn't sick anymore
truth is i can hardly keep down a full meal
almost got sick after my tiny ass dinner.
hope i didn't get grandma sick because i only realized after the fact.
truth is i can hardly keep down a full meal
almost got sick after my tiny ass dinner.
hope i didn't get grandma sick because i only realized after the fact.
December 14, 2025 at 3:16 AM
I thought i wasn't sick anymore
truth is i can hardly keep down a full meal
almost got sick after my tiny ass dinner.
hope i didn't get grandma sick because i only realized after the fact.
truth is i can hardly keep down a full meal
almost got sick after my tiny ass dinner.
hope i didn't get grandma sick because i only realized after the fact.
did she just call me a zoophile IN CLASS???
now people are spreading harmful rumors about me now i guess...
now people are spreading harmful rumors about me now i guess...
December 9, 2025 at 4:51 PM
did she just call me a zoophile IN CLASS???
now people are spreading harmful rumors about me now i guess...
now people are spreading harmful rumors about me now i guess...
her love for me is going to be her downfall. i'm sure of it.
i'm just a failure.
i'm just a failure.
December 7, 2025 at 9:16 AM
her love for me is going to be her downfall. i'm sure of it.
i'm just a failure.
i'm just a failure.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
December 6, 2025 at 4:06 AM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i don't deserve love.
December 6, 2025 at 3:46 AM
i don't deserve love.
i shouldn't have to dread coming home, but i do.
December 4, 2025 at 8:34 PM
i shouldn't have to dread coming home, but i do.
mentally hanging on by a thread rn
December 4, 2025 at 6:56 PM
mentally hanging on by a thread rn
oh okay that song gives me suicidal thoughts got it
December 3, 2025 at 5:58 AM
oh okay that song gives me suicidal thoughts got it
Tired of being spoken down to like a subordinate
but I guess that's just what I am
but I guess that's just what I am
November 24, 2025 at 8:59 PM
Tired of being spoken down to like a subordinate
but I guess that's just what I am
but I guess that's just what I am
i'm so fucking tired of being a filthy human when can it end
November 24, 2025 at 4:14 AM
i'm so fucking tired of being a filthy human when can it end
