but i WILL be finding a way to make it up to you all. i refuse to let this set me back; i refuse to let this be my only chance to fulfill this dream. i WILL perform in Japan. i will perform for as many of you all as i possibly can.

i want to bridge the gap.

if i may be honest - this really, really, really hurts. my heart is broken. i don't regularly perform live. i've only ever left the country once before. i put everything i have into preparing for these shows.

i am deeply, deeply sorry to everyone who was coming to see me.

yuri is best!
Yuri is amazing！
chiitan loves you all!