rose infiltrando falas na cabeça dos aluninhos

so many other factors and reasons prevent everything from going back to how it was, and when you think about these things you see that it really was the best thing to do, but missing it hurts

and you know that whether you like it or not, it was being totally exhausting and even if you still feel the same way as him, you know that you have already changed and molded yourself too much for this and even so it wasn't enough.

because you know that the way it is, you will have more peace and freedom, however, you miss literally everything, but you are afraid that things will be difficult and boring again for both of you.