Claire Carmalt
@clairecarmalt.bsky.social
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Professor in Inorganic & Materials Chemistry at UCL. Mum to two daughters - one lives in my heart 💔. Sharing my grief journey, my animals, garden and my research (functional materials).
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Hi All, this is my daughter Tory who died age 20 on 28/10/22 from a traumatic pulmonary embolism. She was a 3rd year medical student who filled our world with kindness, love & laughter. I talk about my grief journey & how I try to maintain positivity through work, nature, animals & gardening #grief
My daughter Tory in her medical scrubs
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The Department Celebration begins! Here's @clairecarmalt.bsky.social ready to welcome all our staff and students to the new academic year!
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Happy first day of the new academic year. Fantastic to welcome all the new undergraduate chemistry students to the department @uclchemistry.bsky.social this morning. Looking forward to meeting all the new postgraduate students later today!
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What a lovely way to spend the evening seeing all our @uclchemistry.bsky.social students graduate. Lots of happy faces, clapping & great views from the Royal Festival Hall. Nearly 20K steps done due to the underground strike but it was worth it 🎓👩‍🎓👨‍🎓
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We are excited to announce details for the upcoming USIC & Scottish Dalton conference on the 28th and 29th of August at the University of Strathclyde.

We have lectures from invited speakers @clairecarmalt.bsky.social @evaheviagroup.bsky.social and Dr Andrew Jupp.

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Thanks Caroline. I don’t post a lot and haven’t quite worked out this platform yet! It was good that Rosie was home and I was touched by all the flowers Tory’s friends left on her bench ❤️. I hope you are doing ok xx
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Happy to be at #Dalton2025 conference. Gave my talk yesterday and was presented with my shiny medal 😊 #Chemsky
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Thinking about doing a masters degree in Chemistry? Applications are still open. Read more here: www.ucl.ac.uk/chemistry/st... #chemistry #postgraduate
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I’m sharing the many faces of my lovely daughter Tory as we miss her on what would have been her 23rd birthday. I love & miss her so much. So many beautiful happy memories but her life was sadly cut short aged 20. Happy Birthday my beautiful angel 🕊️💔❤️ #grief
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One of the perks of my job is that I’m going to Lincoln university to given an invited lecture & a bonus is that my daughter R is at uni there so can see her & make pancakes for her & her friends 😆! Wish I could do the same with Tory but my Robin was there before I left. ❤️
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Yay it’s officially the weekend now. Henry is having a little think about what to do this weekend. He might do a few runs on his wheel 😆🧡
Henry the hamster
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Love this photo of UCL that I captured earlier today 🧡
Main building of UCL
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That’s so true, no rhyme or reason to grief. It can just hit you so hard some days although the intense sadness is always present. Thinking of you & your son 🩵 xx
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It was taken only a few weeks before she died 🩵. The long walk helped a little. I hope you weekend and half term was as gentle as it can be for you Caroline. Lots of love to you xx
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It’s been a tough few weeks with my grief feeling very raw, don’t know what triggered it. Time of year? Being 2025 so into the 3rd year since losing Tory? Seeing lots of happy families during half term hols? Not sure but I’m hoping a long walk today will help #grief #childloss
Photo of my daughter Tory
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Thanks Caroline. Things are ok thanks, work has been really busy hence not managing to keep up with social media! It’s hard starting a new year as well isn’t it 🩵 xx
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One advantage of getting up at silly o’clock for a very early train to go up north to give a lecture is to see this beautiful sunrise. It’s distracting me from my work but it’s good for the soul #grief
Sunrise seen from train window
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Hi Caroline, sorry I haven’t been on here for ages & missed that it was Flossie’s birthday. Your lovely beautiful girl 🩵. I hope you are ok. I often think of you & Flossie xx
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A chilly but lovely walk around the lakes near us today. A little Robin friend followed us for a bit, we saw a heron and we got all our ducks in a row 😆
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After telling hubby that I missed going in the lab & seeing if any crystals had grown (something I did daily when I was doing my PhD) I got a crystal growing kit for Xmas 🤣. Look at these beauties that I have grown. It even came with a little light up platform to sit them on 😆 #ChemSky
Photos of brightly coloured crystals
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Robins are so comforting, their red breasts just make me think of Tory’s hair ❤️
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Thank you, she full of colour and happiness ❤️
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It does feel like it sometimes. Wherever I go one seems to arrive, whether in my garden, at Tory’s bench, or in the woods ❤️. I hope you are doing ok Caroline. I am looking forward to lighter days and getting out in the garden again in a few months. Lots of love to you also xx
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On a walk through the woods today a little Robin followed us all the way round. It was misty & a little gloomy but the Robin brightened me & made me feel like Tory was with us . I love this bright photo of Tory from 2020 out on a walk. I wish she had been with us today 🩵 #grief
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You get the gold medal from me for doing the gym and de-icing your car (hubby does mine for me 😆😆!!) xx