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@closedeyesoflove.bsky.social
personal account. if i don't know you i will block, sorry
please no reposts
please no reposts
the internet is so exhausting sometimes. why is everyone so hostile and mean to each other over nothing
December 27, 2025 at 9:01 AM
the internet is so exhausting sometimes. why is everyone so hostile and mean to each other over nothing
christmas is a little boring for me because since i can't work and don't have an actual income i'm kind of locked into asking for money to have any at all
December 26, 2025 at 12:33 AM
christmas is a little boring for me because since i can't work and don't have an actual income i'm kind of locked into asking for money to have any at all
i took my bunny's stuff out of my room today which i thought would feel better than just leaving it there much longer but it's actually so much worse. had to happen at some point but blegh
December 25, 2025 at 4:46 AM
i took my bunny's stuff out of my room today which i thought would feel better than just leaving it there much longer but it's actually so much worse. had to happen at some point but blegh
they're calling me the most anxious girl in the world
December 23, 2025 at 11:41 PM
they're calling me the most anxious girl in the world
i was planning on not sleeping tonight to fix my sleep schedule (not as bad as it sounds my sleep schedule is so dire that i would only be up an extra 12ish hours) but i am not sure that's a good idea now
December 19, 2025 at 3:23 PM
i was planning on not sleeping tonight to fix my sleep schedule (not as bad as it sounds my sleep schedule is so dire that i would only be up an extra 12ish hours) but i am not sure that's a good idea now
my pet bunny passed away
December 19, 2025 at 1:52 PM
my pet bunny passed away
it's funny everyone seems to think i'm really nice because truthfully i'm like. bare minimum nice by my own standards. not my standards for myself my standards in general. if someone is less nice than me i get very confused why they're acting that way
December 18, 2025 at 6:01 PM
it's funny everyone seems to think i'm really nice because truthfully i'm like. bare minimum nice by my own standards. not my standards for myself my standards in general. if someone is less nice than me i get very confused why they're acting that way
i'm going to bed at such a messed up time that i'm kind of tempted to just not sleep bc i know getting up whenever i do will annoy me (and i need to reset my sleep schedule anyway) but i am definitely not in any state to do that without going insane right now. maybe tomorrow
December 16, 2025 at 12:48 AM
i'm going to bed at such a messed up time that i'm kind of tempted to just not sleep bc i know getting up whenever i do will annoy me (and i need to reset my sleep schedule anyway) but i am definitely not in any state to do that without going insane right now. maybe tomorrow
i just spent the last 2 and a half hours filling out something that was meant to take 20-30 minutes. i need to sleep for like 12 hours
December 15, 2025 at 10:52 PM
i just spent the last 2 and a half hours filling out something that was meant to take 20-30 minutes. i need to sleep for like 12 hours
i ended up getting a little. nhot enough but i'll take it
i guess i'm not sleeping. i don't know why my body just does this sometimes
December 14, 2025 at 8:05 AM
i ended up getting a little. nhot enough but i'll take it
i guess i'm not sleeping. i don't know why my body just does this sometimes
December 14, 2025 at 2:15 AM
i guess i'm not sleeping. i don't know why my body just does this sometimes
i had to get a prescription for cold medicine but at least i have some how
it's crazy that like literally every medicine i could take for my sickness conflicts badly with the anti anxiety meds i take. my immune system has just been fighting on its own this entire time
December 11, 2025 at 7:30 AM
i had to get a prescription for cold medicine but at least i have some how
it's crazy that like literally every medicine i could take for my sickness conflicts badly with the anti anxiety meds i take. my immune system has just been fighting on its own this entire time
December 9, 2025 at 8:40 PM
it's crazy that like literally every medicine i could take for my sickness conflicts badly with the anti anxiety meds i take. my immune system has just been fighting on its own this entire time
i think i'm finally getting less sick but like 12 hours ago i was in some of the worst pain i have ever been in for like 10 minutes and then was fine. i'm not sure what to make of that
December 8, 2025 at 7:46 PM
i think i'm finally getting less sick but like 12 hours ago i was in some of the worst pain i have ever been in for like 10 minutes and then was fine. i'm not sure what to make of that
i have a cough and my chest hurts suddenly and i am uncomfortably hot and i need to sleep. why is my body just killing me right now
December 7, 2025 at 11:14 PM
i have a cough and my chest hurts suddenly and i am uncomfortably hot and i need to sleep. why is my body just killing me right now
i think my memory is too good for the concept of nostalgia to ever make any sense at all to me
December 7, 2025 at 8:54 AM
i think my memory is too good for the concept of nostalgia to ever make any sense at all to me
probably the funniest thing anyone has ever said about me is "i respect your commitment to being a weird animal that pushes away a cracker in favor of a mushroom you should not eat"
December 6, 2025 at 7:38 PM
probably the funniest thing anyone has ever said about me is "i respect your commitment to being a weird animal that pushes away a cracker in favor of a mushroom you should not eat"
i am too tired and sick to feel like doing much of anything but i feel like if i try to go to bed early i will have even more trouble sleeping than i have been
December 6, 2025 at 4:13 PM
i am too tired and sick to feel like doing much of anything but i feel like if i try to go to bed early i will have even more trouble sleeping than i have been
i have the worst cough ever right now
December 5, 2025 at 8:20 PM
i have the worst cough ever right now
i think the reason i like gamedev in particular is because interactivity lets me demonstrate my insane attention to detail so much
December 5, 2025 at 9:21 AM
i think the reason i like gamedev in particular is because interactivity lets me demonstrate my insane attention to detail so much
it kinda hit me i think the reason the data loss for my game has messed with my momentum so bad is because, with visual assets specifically, i cannot move past the idea that however i remake them will end up worse than the versions i lost
December 2, 2025 at 1:49 PM
it kinda hit me i think the reason the data loss for my game has messed with my momentum so bad is because, with visual assets specifically, i cannot move past the idea that however i remake them will end up worse than the versions i lost
i feel like it'd be nice to be a little more open about some of my weirder and sillier (/neg) quirks but that would be very embarrassing and maybe a little unreasonable to expect anyone to accommodate for
December 2, 2025 at 10:00 AM
i feel like it'd be nice to be a little more open about some of my weirder and sillier (/neg) quirks but that would be very embarrassing and maybe a little unreasonable to expect anyone to accommodate for
if i was stronger i would refer to myself near exclusively in third person for fun
November 28, 2025 at 3:32 PM
if i was stronger i would refer to myself near exclusively in third person for fun
benefit of my messed up sleep schedule: i will probably sleep through the entirety of family coming over today
November 27, 2025 at 2:25 PM
benefit of my messed up sleep schedule: i will probably sleep through the entirety of family coming over today
recently developed a tic of snapping my fingers when i'm nervous or embarrassed which will definitely make me even more embarrassed if i accidentally do it in front of someone
November 27, 2025 at 8:24 AM
recently developed a tic of snapping my fingers when i'm nervous or embarrassed which will definitely make me even more embarrassed if i accidentally do it in front of someone