Clotmedza
@clotmedza.neocities.org
19yo | somewhere between sfw and nsfw, careful now
https://clotmedza.neocities.org
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before i continue making and improving on art i mean, i first need to clean up my act soon. i feel so much guilt and cant keep things to myself. while the things i've done last year are not severe especially when compared to what others have, skeletons in my closet are still just that. im sorry
January 10, 2026 at 2:58 PM
before i continue making and improving on art i mean, i first need to clean up my act soon. i feel so much guilt and cant keep things to myself. while the things i've done last year are not severe especially when compared to what others have, skeletons in my closet are still just that. im sorry
everyone else going places. me? constant failure in daily quota. no drive. no peace. no closure. so much wrong happened to me in '25. will not promise to turn it around this new year but goddammit i will one day. i will it
December 31, 2025 at 4:00 PM
everyone else going places. me? constant failure in daily quota. no drive. no peace. no closure. so much wrong happened to me in '25. will not promise to turn it around this new year but goddammit i will one day. i will it
there is one thing holding me back tighter than others
December 22, 2025 at 6:27 PM
there is one thing holding me back tighter than others
the second worst thing about the relapse is now im unhealthily obsessed with TWO characters
December 20, 2025 at 3:36 AM
the second worst thing about the relapse is now im unhealthily obsessed with TWO characters
dad's gonna be SO pissed when he sees this
November 19, 2025 at 7:31 AM
dad's gonna be SO pissed when he sees this
jerkass tricycle mocking me by saying "meOw MeoW mEoW" while i was heading back home and dad thinks its normal
November 12, 2025 at 11:30 AM
jerkass tricycle mocking me by saying "meOw MeoW mEoW" while i was heading back home and dad thinks its normal
19 now. my first birthday without mother...
November 11, 2025 at 8:17 AM
19 now. my first birthday without mother...
as of now, my brother and his online friends are talking lowkey antisemitic rhetoric. not like they're "ironically" joking, they're spitting this like its valid criticism towards jews, such as holding epstein and shapiro against them, blaming them all instead of the israeli government
November 7, 2025 at 5:51 PM
as of now, my brother and his online friends are talking lowkey antisemitic rhetoric. not like they're "ironically" joking, they're spitting this like its valid criticism towards jews, such as holding epstein and shapiro against them, blaming them all instead of the israeli government
i have to stay here with them for many years. i cant live like this and have no one else to turn to. i want to leave
November 2, 2025 at 6:41 PM
i have to stay here with them for many years. i cant live like this and have no one else to turn to. i want to leave
my sister is verbally and emotionally abusive to me. everytime i retaliate, my brother always rants at me for doing so. every wrong they do to me is my fault apparently
October 30, 2025 at 5:11 AM
my sister is verbally and emotionally abusive to me. everytime i retaliate, my brother always rants at me for doing so. every wrong they do to me is my fault apparently
you do not deserve subscribers if you threaten your viewers. no exceptions, no excuses. fuck you
October 28, 2025 at 10:56 AM
you do not deserve subscribers if you threaten your viewers. no exceptions, no excuses. fuck you
istg my family is shamelessly abusive to our dogs
October 28, 2025 at 1:22 AM
istg my family is shamelessly abusive to our dogs
cant even watch normally without downgrading to 144p and even that dont work with 5g. converge what are you doing?
October 24, 2025 at 1:39 PM
cant even watch normally without downgrading to 144p and even that dont work with 5g. converge what are you doing?
nobody else fucking abhor it when youtubers show an ai overview in their vids? its like an evolution of citing wikipedia itself instead of its references, but some vids are just reading off the wiki's pages anyway. idc if the results are "accurate", i've already dropped so low in everything i do
October 21, 2025 at 10:28 AM
nobody else fucking abhor it when youtubers show an ai overview in their vids? its like an evolution of citing wikipedia itself instead of its references, but some vids are just reading off the wiki's pages anyway. idc if the results are "accurate", i've already dropped so low in everything i do
i get no respect in this house. dad treats me like a child, sister keeps on bossing me around, and brother always antagonizes me
September 29, 2025 at 2:22 AM
i get no respect in this house. dad treats me like a child, sister keeps on bossing me around, and brother always antagonizes me
just a few more finishing touches, a couple of unrelated errands, and i'll be on my warpath
September 5, 2025 at 5:01 AM
just a few more finishing touches, a couple of unrelated errands, and i'll be on my warpath
#1: im still breathing, will be using this post as a thread. not good mattress, not good pillows, not good posture and bent spine btw
September 5, 2025 at 12:37 AM
#1: im still breathing, will be using this post as a thread. not good mattress, not good pillows, not good posture and bent spine btw
had my chest pressed in a dream this morning, gasping for air and then i woke up
September 4, 2025 at 1:29 PM
had my chest pressed in a dream this morning, gasping for air and then i woke up
long story short, stress killed her. i shouldn't have kept my mouth shut about the things that led to this, and now she's gone in an instant, was just in her 40s. you did everything for us and i took u for granted.
im sorry. goodbye mother. i'll never forgive myself for my sloth
im sorry. goodbye mother. i'll never forgive myself for my sloth
July 21, 2025 at 6:00 PM
long story short, stress killed her. i shouldn't have kept my mouth shut about the things that led to this, and now she's gone in an instant, was just in her 40s. you did everything for us and i took u for granted.
im sorry. goodbye mother. i'll never forgive myself for my sloth
im sorry. goodbye mother. i'll never forgive myself for my sloth
through reverse img, i may have found og img of otw. not pinpoint origin tho. article from 2013, otw from between 2004-2008 www.dailymail.co.uk/sport/golf/a... #mugen
May 19, 2025 at 4:11 PM
through reverse img, i may have found og img of otw. not pinpoint origin tho. article from 2013, otw from between 2004-2008 www.dailymail.co.uk/sport/golf/a... #mugen
had to run away from home. my shit is in the computer
April 21, 2025 at 3:10 PM
had to run away from home. my shit is in the computer
ok maybe im looking at it superficially, considering they're satire and all. but still, somebody pls take a deep dive into their deal or sumthin. i cant be going crazy over this, especially their animosity toward vaccination: youtu.be/CSOAgUiYi9o?...
February 22, 2025 at 11:32 AM
ok maybe im looking at it superficially, considering they're satire and all. but still, somebody pls take a deep dive into their deal or sumthin. i cant be going crazy over this, especially their animosity toward vaccination: youtu.be/CSOAgUiYi9o?...
ik they might not be that egregious in the grand scheme of things. but for the love of god, anyone at least talk about the stringini bros, take a closer look at them. so far, they were only discussed for their dora & wario stuff and not their sorta wingnut beliefs (proly cuz they flaunt it but cmon)
February 8, 2025 at 10:10 AM
ik they might not be that egregious in the grand scheme of things. but for the love of god, anyone at least talk about the stringini bros, take a closer look at them. so far, they were only discussed for their dora & wario stuff and not their sorta wingnut beliefs (proly cuz they flaunt it but cmon)