Fuuuuck I should do draw-overs with these

[Holly Sora voice] Oh...

is it therian if it's just my ass that feels the need to be Animal

wao... thas gay

he's so fuckign stupid

anyways I kinda haven't talked openly about stuff like this in a long time and it's kinda cool/scary to do. I'd like to do more since we have so much shit in our proverbial closet after being quiet about plural stuff for so long lol

but our ex tried to derail z's "bad end" by writing another ending where some godlike beings saved him and man it was so cheesy. Like, the bad end was supposed to be bad. it wasn't his story to tell but he jumped in and tried to make it better anyway... fuck that guy

in his story w/the concrete place, he eventually found out that everything had been a lie, tried to escape, ended up cracking his skull open & nearly bleeding to death before being taken by... some freaks who exploited him?

it was an edgy mess of a story but it was fun to play with all the same lol

also our ex made him weirded out about his own identity so who knows,,

but uh, he's still got ties to brutalism/concrete structures etc, it's something he's become fond of (esp when you add plants in - healing wahoo)

he reclaims his old identities hard anymore so it's probably part of that too lol

working against emptiness, nothingness, hopelessness is a big deal in our system, so him starting off being trained that way probably has to do with a lot of self-sabotage in keeping him from being as encompassing to our system as he was supposed to be

first one brings a new meaning to smiling w/your eyes(eye)

oughe, it's you......

sobbing on my KNEEs I knOW