I know I’ll figure it out eventually. I always do. I just wish it didn’t have to feel this heavy in the meantime.

Which makes me ask again, if I started promoting SubStar over the other site, would people even support me?

I guess only time will tell.

I just want to make a living doing what I love, but can I even say I love what I am doing? I've been pushing myself because I just want it to work without constantly worrying that one post, one link, or one mistake would cost me everything I worked so hard to build.

It's almost as if I am shouting out into an empty void... And that empty void only returns silence. What am I doing wrong? Why isn't anything I do working? Why am I feeling so burnt out? It's so confusing. I don't understand.

Like IDK what to do. If I stop posting on there and start promoting Substar more, would people even support me? I have been trying to make both work for so long but lately... Idk if that is feasible. Substar just isn't as popular I guess.