I don't know if I even have enough words to explain that you are not a problem and it was me and my shit that caused it down and I want to make a change and I want to be friends again and I love you so deeply and it hurts so much that I can't talk to you. I don't have you blocked, please message me

if it IS who I think it is, you can message me. I miss you so much, lambchop

and another........

I've had some time to reflect, now. I spent time away, and am working on trying to correct myself and improve myself so that I can try to not let that happen again, to anyone else. If they see this, I'm ready to talk, to apologize. I'm still working through stuff, and I miss you so much.

It was my fault for everything, anyway. I was the one triggered from something in my real life, and I couldn't handle it. I clung tighter, suffocated them and when they stepped back, I got upset because I couldn't see that they were hurting and only focused on my pain. I broke both of our hearts.

Every bracelet, every trinket I received, I thought about them. When I bought merch, my mind wandered to "would they like this?" I got so much confetti off of the ground, and I'm planning on turning them into flowers, and... Would they have wanted one?

I had planned to go to this with a friend, but we had a falling out. I spent so much of the day and night thinking about them and how much I miss them. It was my fault for the falling out, and I regret it so much. I hope they're doing well, and I hope one day I can apologize for everything.

hiiiii I'm ready for this

last call for any of my mutuals/friends to get this as a charm :) I'm ordering them when I wake up tomorrow

another slasher au art….

#cotl #narilamb various aus (silent Hill AU, single dad au, lambs 4 dinner au)

#cotl #narilamb slasher au (this one I'm trying to actually write because I didn't get to play around enough with it)

#cotl #narilamb model au

#cotl #narilamb convalescence au

#cotl #narilamb swap au