And I don't always trust myself or my own judgment when I say I'm proud of a thing it or happy with how it turned out.

So now I'm just sat here staring at all my wips, hating them and myself

#BadMentalHealthDay
#WishICouldJustWrite

I'm old enough, and I know better than to be caught in the trap of making things for the validation of others instead of myself... but it's been so long since I've successfully finished anything I was making just for me...

And that attitude is just rolling through my messed up brain and being applied to all my creative projects and leaving me with a solid case of "why bother."