Thank you so much. My condolences and prayers on the loss of your grandmother. And you’re right, the amount of time you have together somehow makes it hurt more.

He’s magnificent!

Yet, even in tears, I’m so grateful. My last living grandparent. I’m gonna go hold his hand for as long as I can. I’m not counting him out. I just don’t want him to suffer.

He was admitted to the hospital this morning bc there’s fluid around his heart and in his lungs. My time with him is coming closer and closer to the end.

He’s just lived a full life. Travelled the world. Met so many people. Has buildings in his name. Took beautiful care of his family. Never shouted or quick to anger. Focused on things that brought him joy.

His doctor says there’s nothing specifically wrong with him. He’s just old. His organs are slowing down because he is.

My daughter and I have been reading 13 Things Strong Kids Do so we both know how to process those feelings cuz I hate seeing her hurt.

I can’t watch anything he’s done since he passed. His aura is so beautiful and to know that light is no longer with us…my heart can’t.