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Mx. Thorne & Co.
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24 | fourteenish bitches | gundam enthusiast | Newtype (autism haver) | 18+ MDNI | she/it/they/we

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"To Know and Be Known"
I ruin everything I touch. Everything I get involved with.
January 8, 2026 at 10:20 AM
Why must everyone else pay for my own sins?
January 7, 2026 at 9:11 AM
In the book of Jonah, God calls on Jonah to serve him. Jonah instead flees as far as he can go, inviting misfortune on himself and those around him. Storms that only calm once he is thrown from the ship.

When I was younger, I too was called by God and have since fled as far as I can go.
January 7, 2026 at 9:10 AM
I'm ruining everything
January 6, 2026 at 9:51 AM
the worst part is that im not even allowed to be broken. I start to have a breakdown and I can't even let my emotions out because I have to share space with others. I don't have a place I can just be sad
January 6, 2026 at 9:41 AM
someone. anyone. save me, please
January 6, 2026 at 9:31 AM
I find myself, once again, without a place. Just borrowing another's.
January 6, 2026 at 9:16 AM
I haven't sang since I started the pills. I barely listen to music anymore, either.
January 5, 2026 at 8:20 PM
I feel terrible, and I just. The pills help but they don't do enough I just feel awful always and I don't know why. I try to act like I don't feel awful because I want to laugh and smile and be silly puppy but underneath it all I'm just. Always awful.
January 5, 2026 at 4:56 PM
I hurt so much, in body and soul. Always hurting, always aching. Always right up to the breaking point, but never past. A constant wear, weathering me down, leaving nothing but a husk.

Hulk hurts. All the time hurts. All the time always. Why? Why Hulk have to hurt so much?
January 5, 2026 at 5:19 AM
I don't know why I even try. I just bungle everything up when I try to join the conversation.
January 3, 2026 at 11:14 PM
I think I'm dying.

in the soul and in the mind
January 3, 2026 at 4:48 AM
there's a head attached to a body and I'm trapped in it. let me out. let me out of this cage. let me out please. I'll do whatever you want just LET ME OUT
January 3, 2026 at 4:45 AM
why do I have to exist
January 3, 2026 at 4:29 AM
I don't actually exist. Im just a ghost of a person. I have no space to call my own, I barely have a place to call home. I am coasting by, only able to exist in others' spaces. One day soon, I will find my body to be as incorporeal as my life is.
January 3, 2026 at 4:25 AM
whenever I need to be alone,.it's impossible to isolate. but when I need others, no one is to be found.
January 3, 2026 at 4:13 AM
It's hard not to see that as an omen.

First thing of the new year, a water leak that *only* soaked my stuff.
January 1, 2026 at 7:47 PM
I NEED A FUCKING COLLAR OR I WILL KILL A MAN
December 29, 2025 at 10:26 PM
the world's eepiest ouppy
December 29, 2025 at 10:12 PM
extremely unfortunate that I'm being choked by a shirt collar and not by a dog collar
December 28, 2025 at 10:56 PM
damn I kinda need dick in my life fr... 💛
December 20, 2025 at 10:32 AM
Scratch all that sad shit. Got some coffee in me now I'm just a giant genderless gremlin living in a vape shop
December 15, 2025 at 5:04 PM
Maybe I really just want to be ok. But I don't know how.
December 15, 2025 at 3:32 PM
I wish I could just fade away like a ghost and simply be forgotten. Just passively be present less and less with each passing day, until no one remembers I was ever there to begin with.
December 15, 2025 at 3:30 PM
I hate that the only option is to persist to the point of failure. I've been on the edge for a long time now and unfortunately I keep finding myself able to handle a little bit more and a little bit more, never fully tipping over. Can't I just let this go? Can't I have a little less to worry about?
December 15, 2025 at 3:19 PM