So like a robot you just go through your daily sequence and just try to survive but you'll always feel hallow and even good things make you feel numb.

That's why I don't think I can move forward anymore and why I always feel lost and emotionally detached cause why care when no one else does?

Now Im close to 40 and have nothing to show for it. Im that much of a waste of life.

Now Im close to 40 and have nothing to show for it. Im that much of a waste of life.

I think my work is shallow and holds nothing of real value which is why it gets passed over so much. Maybe I did waste time in art school and maybe that's why my profs wanted nothing to do with me. They knew I wasn't worth their effort or time.

I like doing fan art of stuff I like but it makes me feel like Im not a 'real' artist since it's just fan art it's nothing that speaks to the masses or inspires people on a deeper level.

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Ahh there's that ice cold chill i just had to go into the city.