LMAOOOO
wait

I feel like this might happen when I return to stream 🧍🏽‍♂️

Thank you, Novus! 💚 I hope you've also been doing well, friend

Thank you so much, Ki!! 🥺💚 I miss you and the gang, I'm gonna try lurking more to see when y'all are in vc too lol

also hi, you know my girlfriend 🤭

believe in myself again. I'll be working on returning to streams now, too!

All of this to say,
HI, I REALLY LIKE MY GIRLFRIEND!!! I feel incredibly lucky to have her in my life (9/9)

A huge amount of weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I owe a lot to my close friends and family for giving me a safe space, to find myself again and be who I am without any judgement.

I'm still healing, still have a long way on this journey, but I finally feel like I can breathe! Now, I (8/9)

in YEARS, actually have energy to want to do things! I started growing again at work, and now training to become a printer.

A week ago, I also started dating someone really special to me. Someone who's been my best friend and very supportive through my darkest days. And I'm just so happy now. (7/9)

(and tablet pen), writing, reading, and even singing again.

Finally regaining my sense of self and being proud of who I am! So now, I can finally tell everyone how happy I really am, and that I'm okay! That I'm flying again and enjoying every day. I have a boost of confidence I haven't felt (6/9)

I had given up on myself. This year, I've finally been able to pick myself back up again.

I've found strength in opening up, in feeling that I can trust again. Started up hobbies I enjoyed again, and seeing progress in them. This year, I started ice skating, cooking, picking back up my pencil (5/9)

who were still there for me, even if I wasn't talking. They never asked questions, and instead were very patient and waited for me to open up when I was ready. They still invited me to hang out in VC and even to events.

I'm very grateful for the people around me who never gave up on me, when (4/9)

difficult. I even dropped a lot of activities that made me happy for a long while. I couldn't find myself enjoying anything in that time.

But, I still kept trying, even though I was very lost and didn't know myself anymore. I kept pushing forward, because I have great friends and a sibling (3/9)

understatement. I was already in a highly vulnerable state and both left me so broken. One of my cats passed away that year too, and it felt like a really brutal year.

A lot of times, it just felt hard to find a reason to push forward. Waking up and trying to even get out of bed became really (2/9)

HAHA dw, I'm the most behaved ever!! 😇