I dont know if you are still on social media kaiden but just know i sincerely apologize for what ive done and yes i do understand it may not change things but i realize what i did was so wrong in so many ways
You were a great best friend ! /pos /gen

didnt play victim once as mentioned previously i dont know what im doing half of the time i stay detached from things which this just makes a shitty explanation but still
What i did was wrong yes
I dont want to be a bad person
I just spiral badly and i do things that are negative

I know what im doing and i dont mean to “manipulate” individuals i dont know what im doing half the time i stay so detached from reality …

I just want you to know that i heavily regret my actions / srs / srs

I heavily regret my terrible actions and i couldve been a better older brother to you but i was a horrible one
I ruined everything and i am so terribly sorry and ashamed
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I know this wont change things but i just want to put this out there i just am very very guilty of how i did things with our friendship and i was a terrible friend twice
I did deserve all the hatred from your friends though i will admit that
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