Crystal Carpenter
@crystalcarpenter.bsky.social
(Sometimes NSFW)
Trans. Ace. Autistic.
Aspiring Writer, Sci-Fi and Fantasy superfangirl :)
https://linktr.ee/amylilytho
Trans. Ace. Autistic.
Aspiring Writer, Sci-Fi and Fantasy superfangirl :)
https://linktr.ee/amylilytho
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Hi, I'm Crystal. I'm she/her. transfemme, autistic and asexual. I like writing stories and fanfic smut on ao3. I'm a fangirl for a whole bunch of stuff and I have no idea what I want to do with my life.
Hobby is reminding people they're talented, beautiful and valid. I wish I could do more.
Hobby is reminding people they're talented, beautiful and valid. I wish I could do more.
Waiting lists suck. I don't have the money to go for private healthcare groups etc.
So when I do see someone who's not necessarily out trans or even just experimenting with gender stuff jumping ahead because they have the money to do so...
Am I allowed to be jealous? I'm happy for them but still.
So when I do see someone who's not necessarily out trans or even just experimenting with gender stuff jumping ahead because they have the money to do so...
Am I allowed to be jealous? I'm happy for them but still.
January 4, 2026 at 12:01 AM
Waiting lists suck. I don't have the money to go for private healthcare groups etc.
So when I do see someone who's not necessarily out trans or even just experimenting with gender stuff jumping ahead because they have the money to do so...
Am I allowed to be jealous? I'm happy for them but still.
So when I do see someone who's not necessarily out trans or even just experimenting with gender stuff jumping ahead because they have the money to do so...
Am I allowed to be jealous? I'm happy for them but still.
Happy New Years to anyone that reads this. :)
It's been a really weird year for me and I do hope 2026 is better but after some rather shitty news regarding my Mum's partner, I'm a little more concerned than I wanted to go into the year with.
Be kind, be good. Please.
Go into 2026 bravely. :)
It's been a really weird year for me and I do hope 2026 is better but after some rather shitty news regarding my Mum's partner, I'm a little more concerned than I wanted to go into the year with.
Be kind, be good. Please.
Go into 2026 bravely. :)
December 31, 2025 at 1:00 PM
Happy New Years to anyone that reads this. :)
It's been a really weird year for me and I do hope 2026 is better but after some rather shitty news regarding my Mum's partner, I'm a little more concerned than I wanted to go into the year with.
Be kind, be good. Please.
Go into 2026 bravely. :)
It's been a really weird year for me and I do hope 2026 is better but after some rather shitty news regarding my Mum's partner, I'm a little more concerned than I wanted to go into the year with.
Be kind, be good. Please.
Go into 2026 bravely. :)
Found an annoyingly indistinguishable pic on Deviant Art but want to know what pieces it took from etc. Any recommendations? I'd just rather go looking for the artists who made the originals. Ya know.
December 23, 2025 at 1:57 AM
Found an annoyingly indistinguishable pic on Deviant Art but want to know what pieces it took from etc. Any recommendations? I'd just rather go looking for the artists who made the originals. Ya know.
Am I an asshole for thinking stripping E33 of their awards is a bit far?
Using GenAi is shitty, yes, but it shouldn't affect the aspects that weren't made using it. The Music, the Story, the characters. All the work that people put in to create it shouldn't be dismissed because of a 'poster'.
Using GenAi is shitty, yes, but it shouldn't affect the aspects that weren't made using it. The Music, the Story, the characters. All the work that people put in to create it shouldn't be dismissed because of a 'poster'.
December 21, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Am I an asshole for thinking stripping E33 of their awards is a bit far?
Using GenAi is shitty, yes, but it shouldn't affect the aspects that weren't made using it. The Music, the Story, the characters. All the work that people put in to create it shouldn't be dismissed because of a 'poster'.
Using GenAi is shitty, yes, but it shouldn't affect the aspects that weren't made using it. The Music, the Story, the characters. All the work that people put in to create it shouldn't be dismissed because of a 'poster'.
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will admit to being a fan of removing cancerous pieces of shit from an organisation, band, group etc but at the same time... revisionist history sometimes... urks me.
Like I get it, shit happened and you want to distance but... don't just pretend bad shit never happened.
Like I get it, shit happened and you want to distance but... don't just pretend bad shit never happened.
November 29, 2025 at 7:32 PM
will admit to being a fan of removing cancerous pieces of shit from an organisation, band, group etc but at the same time... revisionist history sometimes... urks me.
Like I get it, shit happened and you want to distance but... don't just pretend bad shit never happened.
Like I get it, shit happened and you want to distance but... don't just pretend bad shit never happened.
not like anyone even reads anything I put out on anything anyways. talk to the void and all that :)
October 30, 2025 at 8:43 PM
not like anyone even reads anything I put out on anything anyways. talk to the void and all that :)
really happy to have Yoglabs back but clucking hell I'm realising how much I don't like Simon(?).
He crossed a line a few years back with a joke that kind of showed his petty colours and ever since I just don't get how people find him funny. :/
just... ugh. Ya know.?
He crossed a line a few years back with a joke that kind of showed his petty colours and ever since I just don't get how people find him funny. :/
just... ugh. Ya know.?
October 30, 2025 at 7:29 PM
really happy to have Yoglabs back but clucking hell I'm realising how much I don't like Simon(?).
He crossed a line a few years back with a joke that kind of showed his petty colours and ever since I just don't get how people find him funny. :/
just... ugh. Ya know.?
He crossed a line a few years back with a joke that kind of showed his petty colours and ever since I just don't get how people find him funny. :/
just... ugh. Ya know.?
33
Gommage me pls. :)
Gommage me pls. :)
October 22, 2025 at 1:06 AM
33
Gommage me pls. :)
Gommage me pls. :)
Going to turn 33 tomorrow.
Posed a weird question about E33, if the paintress paints 33 and the day before the gommage happens someone is 32 are they safe or will they just... dissolve the day afterevery else does? Can people age up to the number she paints safely.
Random thought. Because.
Posed a weird question about E33, if the paintress paints 33 and the day before the gommage happens someone is 32 are they safe or will they just... dissolve the day afterevery else does? Can people age up to the number she paints safely.
Random thought. Because.
October 21, 2025 at 9:48 AM
Going to turn 33 tomorrow.
Posed a weird question about E33, if the paintress paints 33 and the day before the gommage happens someone is 32 are they safe or will they just... dissolve the day afterevery else does? Can people age up to the number she paints safely.
Random thought. Because.
Posed a weird question about E33, if the paintress paints 33 and the day before the gommage happens someone is 32 are they safe or will they just... dissolve the day afterevery else does? Can people age up to the number she paints safely.
Random thought. Because.
Actually kind of hate that I wrote some fanfics and can't seem to wrap my brain around the concept that I could just... write with the same concept.
I don't have to just do a one and done.
Write what you know... I just don't know shit XD
I don't have to just do a one and done.
Write what you know... I just don't know shit XD
October 8, 2025 at 11:19 PM
Actually kind of hate that I wrote some fanfics and can't seem to wrap my brain around the concept that I could just... write with the same concept.
I don't have to just do a one and done.
Write what you know... I just don't know shit XD
I don't have to just do a one and done.
Write what you know... I just don't know shit XD
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Dr. Jane Goodall filmed an interview with Netflix in March 2025 that she understood would only be released after her death.
October 5, 2025 at 9:08 AM
Dr. Jane Goodall filmed an interview with Netflix in March 2025 that she understood would only be released after her death.
think I want more trans pride themed clothes etc. plus ace pride too but... I guess colour coordination is also a factor but neurospicy urge to be colourful :)
October 5, 2025 at 3:03 PM
think I want more trans pride themed clothes etc. plus ace pride too but... I guess colour coordination is also a factor but neurospicy urge to be colourful :)
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July 29, 2025 at 1:18 AM
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if you can play a game for more than 9000 hours over the course of a pandemic and 2 new expansions, two rungs of burnout and social anxiety, discovering your autism diagnosis and just life in general.
i love this game. but ya know.
i love this game. but ya know.
September 15, 2025 at 2:00 PM
if you can play a game for more than 9000 hours over the course of a pandemic and 2 new expansions, two rungs of burnout and social anxiety, discovering your autism diagnosis and just life in general.
i love this game. but ya know.
i love this game. but ya know.
I started writing a new story thing based on the 'Substance'. I don't usually do horror films etc but the idea is really cool. Like, it's essentially Spock and (goatee) Spock but still...
Writing it in a genderbend fashion is... fun :P
Writing it in a genderbend fashion is... fun :P
September 8, 2025 at 9:22 PM
I started writing a new story thing based on the 'Substance'. I don't usually do horror films etc but the idea is really cool. Like, it's essentially Spock and (goatee) Spock but still...
Writing it in a genderbend fashion is... fun :P
Writing it in a genderbend fashion is... fun :P
not really sure what I was expecting but I kinda miss just talking to people without feeling like every single time I'm saying hello I'm just being the fucking worst person in the universe.
hate this. hate this so much.
hate this. hate this so much.
August 26, 2025 at 10:02 PM
not really sure what I was expecting but I kinda miss just talking to people without feeling like every single time I'm saying hello I'm just being the fucking worst person in the universe.
hate this. hate this so much.
hate this. hate this so much.
Being weird at midnight trying to do okay makeup in this heat.
Ugh. Be kind. <3
Ugh. Be kind. <3
August 25, 2025 at 11:14 PM
Being weird at midnight trying to do okay makeup in this heat.
Ugh. Be kind. <3
Ugh. Be kind. <3
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I know there's bigger and worse things going on in the world than cosmetics recommendations but any of the femmes and femme presenting peeps feel like suggesting brands aren't going to kill my wallet and are actually good?
August 15, 2025 at 8:13 PM
I know there's bigger and worse things going on in the world than cosmetics recommendations but any of the femmes and femme presenting peeps feel like suggesting brands aren't going to kill my wallet and are actually good?
Having experienced the latest #StrangeNewWorlds Episode, I can safely say that when the show comes to a close, I hope they consider assembling a new TOS era series with the new actors.
Absolute treasure to watch and interesting and beauteous. :)
Absolute treasure to watch and interesting and beauteous. :)
August 14, 2025 at 6:29 PM
Having experienced the latest #StrangeNewWorlds Episode, I can safely say that when the show comes to a close, I hope they consider assembling a new TOS era series with the new actors.
Absolute treasure to watch and interesting and beauteous. :)
Absolute treasure to watch and interesting and beauteous. :)