Duh?? Ofc u can bro 🙏🙏

Like.. December 5 or something... dw about me, I'll make sure to mentally improve, and take care of Kumi <333

See y'all on december!! <3

I cannot sayyy that I'm 100% better.. But a 60%..

I'll still be on a break until early november around

I only wanted to let y'all know about my baby's arrival 💖

His name is Kumi btw, I named him after my goat Zakumi (literally took the ZA off his name and gave it to my baby)

Ever since his arrival, I felt a big improvement on my own mental health... Even if he arrived just yesterday, I felt a wave of comfort, I've been wailing my eyes earlier and my cat didn't wanted to leave my side until I calmed down

I'll take a break from my public accounts and only be on discord

Do not ask my discord username, even if you send me a friend request, I'll more likely to decline

With that being said, bye 🫂🫂

I can't fucking keep saying that I'll kill myself, I almost died...

But me actually DYING today, was kinda the last straw

I took a cold shower, but like... Really bruh..?

I fucking hate being suicidal and then regretting it but then switching back to be suicidal and like so on

I'll actually be for real and admit that I was letting myself die at first, but then I got horrified and took action and not die.

Jesus fuck.

I fucking hate everything I hate these people I hate my life I hate EVERYTHINGGFBGN

I just don't fucking care

I want everyone who hurted me, recently or in thw past or evwn in my childhood

I want these people to die

I'm not sorry

I'm so miserable I didn't even took my morning medication today

I didn't drank no water, anything, my stomach is empty, and the thought of eating makes me want to throw up

I just don't care anymore...

I'm a disgraceful daughter

I'm a disgraceful person

I deserve everything I'm going through

Just let me sleep I want to sleep

I didn't even knew Spain won the 2010 world cup, so yeah

The only world cup I remember more vividly is the 2014 one, like I remember Fuleco a bit more vividly than Zakumi

I didn't remember how peak the logo and the posters were

But like, in a way I understand why I can't remember much about that year's world cup... I wasn't even 5 years old at the time

I rarely have memory of that age, and bc I couldn't care less about football at the time

And a peak song even!!!
youtu.be/pRpeEdMmmQ0?...