We could potentially borrow from other Jacob depending what we wanna play but also you’re welcome to just hang out and catch up and bs with us

Jacob’s family is out of town for a week starting tomorrow so we can have people over for board games for a couple hours during the week (after 6pm) and/or Saturday day

Anyway if you like psychological horror, see this movie. Markipler is not surprisingly a good actor and I loved that he had the creator on staff too. How video game movies should be for sure

I did have to look it up a little because I had missed dialogue and hadn’t see the game so I didn’t fully understand it. I am happy that videos from the SX guy came up on my feed and he confirmed Markipler is nice and gives a great snack table (would’ve been sad if he was an asshole)

And pt’s have been weird this whole month so far. Even for them. Like I know the government is fucking shit up everywhere (and I’m so burnt out about it all) but this shit is weird even when it shouldn’t be

Unplugged it so that I won’t stress so much about it. Weird shit going on. Plus my dad’s location in his phone suddenly stopped updating 2 days ago. I don’t know what’s in the air or whatever with all tech, but it can stop now. Hell shits been weird with dog not being locked up randomly last night

What is a breakfast pizza? This may be a thing I need in my life!

Those are so cute!

My primary care wants me to get seen by radiology too and I haven’t made that appointment yet and now I’m scared how much that will be too. For once I’ll probably hit my deductible but within a month is fucking insane

It’s ok to be scared. I’m hopefully this will all work out but it is scary. You can always reach out to Jacob and myself for anything even just to vent and bitch (Jacob’s used to my botching anyway lol) ❤️

First diagnosed in like 2006 but realistically depressed since 1999: depression sucks

Then maybe once that’s figured out I can work on my mental health and get on medication. Hopefully we can get all my health stuff managed including getting my cholesterol down (apparently it’s been high since at least 2018). Gotta try to get it down by like 30 points 😞

Also boundaries are “demands” that are stupid & should be ignored. Also all moms younger than they are (60’s, 70’s, & 90’s) are stupid & helicopter parents. Glad we only come down a couple times a year. Wish I could leave the family & go home but they’d be hell if they all had to take the train home

The baseline of my life? Nothing ever sounds good to eat or watch but I WANT to eat or watch or do SOMETHING. Very annoying sensation