I just scare I won’t be myself anymore and I will become a jerk,a bad person a someone who just seeking for attention so… thank you for reading to my venting
Third is about my emotion control,I accidentally hurt my friend just because they joke at me because I was stress this is like the fourth time I hurt someone out of anger,I try to be a nice guy
And then there people in my school that try to befriend with me so that they can toy with me and making fun at me to their group because they think I’m just a retarded loser
So… I start to feel like my friends and brother just want to leave me alone again all my friend met a better people and my brother is now like to stay with my friend more then me
