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requiem 🔞🐛 edbsky
@cyanidecals.bsky.social
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doing my best

⚧️they/them - genderqueer
🔞23 - i block minors & fatphobes
🍁ednos/ana est. 2017
🐛caterpillarsky
🧡pro recov + harm reduction
🩸real vampire, probably

5'4 ▪️ lw 100.4 - hw 172
cw 159 ▪️ gw 135 ▪️ugw 100-115
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cyanidecals.bsky.social
accountability 📌
an aesthetic photo of a church beyond a field in sort of a warm yellow autumn tone
September 22, 2025 at 8:56 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
alright I think this is the plan. sticking with my usual lunch and breakfast situation. just gotta stop snacking during the day and really start counting my dinner calories.

if I make any substitutions for lunch I'll try to stay under 400 still! I think ~1k-1.2k is a good total limit for now
breakfast: 100 coffees with milk lunch: 400 eggs and toast 2 eggs (150) cheese (100) toast (80) jelly (50) OR veg ham sandwich bread (160) ham (40) cheese (70) light mayo (70) dinner: max 600 eat with fiance if possible
September 22, 2025 at 4:24 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
just weighed for the first time in a while I'M FINALLY OUT OF 160s JAIL
September 22, 2025 at 1:52 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
out here pinning
September 9, 2025 at 5:05 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
definitely fucking miss my lw though
September 9, 2025 at 4:08 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
found some pics of me from a few years ago MAN I WAS SKINNY
September 9, 2025 at 3:45 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
so our fridge has been broken for a few weeks and we've been living out of a borrowed mini fridge right. and I'm just dying bc we finally got a new fridge and it looks so fucking Disordered™ but literally we just need to restock + we have been receiving cucumbers from SEVERAL grandmothers
a sparse fridge which is funnier because it's unintentional. we've got light Greek yogurt, cottage cheese, unsweetened applesauce, diet cola, a shitload of cucumbers, a carton of eggs, a jar of garlic, and a few bags of salad, and there's a near empty milk in the background & string cheese in the drawer
August 5, 2025 at 2:09 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
YAAAAA down another 2lbs! I'm really glad I'm not weighing daily tho lmaoo
weight 164.2lbs 6.6lbs total loss 15% progress 130lb goal
May 19, 2025 at 2:06 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
OK I kind of lost the plot with logging this weekend lmao but I think I more or less stayed under, I might go back and try to remember lol. I'm not super stressed abt it, I reached my LW not counting cals at all 🤷

BUT GOOD NEWS!!!!! I'M DOWN 4LBS!!!!!!!!!!
weight 166.2lbs may 13 2025 4.6lb total loss, 11% progress, 130lb goal
May 13, 2025 at 1:58 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS ALL AFTERNOON........ air fried balsamic marinated tofu & broccoli

not pictured: garlic mayo dip I made which was delicious

539 cals here (mayo included)! assuming I count all the dressing/marinade lol, the broccoli and tofu is only like 200 on its own actually 😅
air fried broccoli and tofu on a paper plate
May 7, 2025 at 2:24 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
thread for logging stuff
accountability in cursive text on a dark background with red and black dew-covered roses
May 5, 2025 at 5:07 PM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
some more bc I am sad
bmi 18ish person with curly black hair doing double peace signs and sticking their tongue out. they're wearing a light blue crop top and black skinny jeans person with black curly hair, flashing a peace sign and taking a selfie in front of a mirror. there's a cool black-and-white Boston terrier off to the left. the person is wearing a black cami top and black flare-legged skinny jeans. they have a modest thigh gap and stringy looking arms.
May 4, 2025 at 2:54 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
selfspo from my lw bc I haven't posted myself here

#thinspo #th1nspo #selfspo #bodycheck #edbsky #caterpillarsky
a thinnish person (bmi 18?) in a knee length black velvet dress a bony person in plaid red pants and a black sleevless croptop a selfie of a person with curly black hair. they are wearing a pink cami top and looking off into the distance. you can kinda see their collarbones. and chestbones if ya squint
May 4, 2025 at 2:48 AM
cyanidecals.bsky.social
this felt a little too fancy for a paper plate lol

gardein vegan fish filets + broccoli with a brown sugar balsamic glaze
~400cals

#edsky #caterpillarsky
two vegan fish filets on a plate with broccoli, all drizzled with a brown sugar & balsamic glaze two vegan fish filets on a plate with broccoli, all drizzled with a brown sugar & balsamic glaze. zoomed inner
May 3, 2025 at 10:23 PM