Or better yet, BUY IT FOR ME, so I don't feel like I wasted money in a game I got left aside and never ever touched again.

Or just outright not even invite me at all. Don't pester me with more multiplayer games if I'm gonna be the outlier left behind because I'm always the afterthought in these groups, I'm not good enough to play with everyone else. If you want me to play a game, ACTIVELY invite me to it.

I know of a group or two in vrchat~ o:

Ideations have been rampant lately, I miss the happiness they made me feel. I miss being close. I wish I could feel close again, now all i can think of is being terrified of doing or saying the wrong thing and lose the last bit of their presence forever.. How did i fuck up this badly.