Cyntaria
@cyntaria.bsky.social
This has been a very bittersweet Christmas. My last one with Ginny, which I knew but wasn't prepared for her to suddenly deteriorate. Tomorrow we find out if it's the end or if she stays with us for a little longer. I think I'm gonna reschedule my flight so I can stay another day.
December 26, 2025 at 5:15 AM
This has been a very bittersweet Christmas. My last one with Ginny, which I knew but wasn't prepared for her to suddenly deteriorate. Tomorrow we find out if it's the end or if she stays with us for a little longer. I think I'm gonna reschedule my flight so I can stay another day.
My parents' birb serenades me whenever I walk past 😂
December 24, 2025 at 3:15 AM
My parents' birb serenades me whenever I walk past 😂
16 years old but you'll always be my little baby
December 23, 2025 at 8:01 AM
16 years old but you'll always be my little baby
I've been gaining weight the past few months thanks to my meds. On the plus side, I'm 2kg away from being able to donate blood.
December 17, 2025 at 1:28 PM
I've been gaining weight the past few months thanks to my meds. On the plus side, I'm 2kg away from being able to donate blood.
We are so fucking back. Hamstring injury? Never heard of it.
December 17, 2025 at 3:51 AM
We are so fucking back. Hamstring injury? Never heard of it.
I've been initiated
December 15, 2025 at 12:12 PM
I've been initiated
I've taken over 3000 pictures of my cat this year according to google photos
December 10, 2025 at 1:42 AM
I've taken over 3000 pictures of my cat this year according to google photos
I'm amazed at how big of a difference electrolytes make. My TED stockings don't have the recommended compression for POTS so I can't wait until my compression socks arrive and I can test them on a day where I'm out and about and walking all day
December 6, 2025 at 3:17 AM
I'm amazed at how big of a difference electrolytes make. My TED stockings don't have the recommended compression for POTS so I can't wait until my compression socks arrive and I can test them on a day where I'm out and about and walking all day
For years I've thought I'm dumb, incompetent, weak, useless, unable to do anything right and so much more.
I went to my doctor for a routine ECG and came out with a strong suspicion of POTS and a 24 hour ECG monitor to rule out stuff and compare heart function during episodes to baseline.
I went to my doctor for a routine ECG and came out with a strong suspicion of POTS and a 24 hour ECG monitor to rule out stuff and compare heart function during episodes to baseline.
December 1, 2025 at 1:49 AM
For years I've thought I'm dumb, incompetent, weak, useless, unable to do anything right and so much more.
I went to my doctor for a routine ECG and came out with a strong suspicion of POTS and a 24 hour ECG monitor to rule out stuff and compare heart function during episodes to baseline.
I went to my doctor for a routine ECG and came out with a strong suspicion of POTS and a 24 hour ECG monitor to rule out stuff and compare heart function during episodes to baseline.
Ellie: screams for attention from the living room. Gets attention. Invites onto chair and desk. Makes herself comfy on my lap. Jumps off lap and walks back to living room. Screams for attention.
November 30, 2025 at 10:16 AM
Ellie: screams for attention from the living room. Gets attention. Invites onto chair and desk. Makes herself comfy on my lap. Jumps off lap and walks back to living room. Screams for attention.
Can you tell by the way I pick her up that I grew up with dogs?
November 27, 2025 at 9:13 AM
Can you tell by the way I pick her up that I grew up with dogs?
Learning that my doctor was on the right track last year when she ordered an ECG but I was too exhausted from a major life event makes me want to scream.
In other news, next Centrelink payment, I'm seeing my doctor to investigate dysautonomia/POTS like symptoms I thought were normal all these years
In other news, next Centrelink payment, I'm seeing my doctor to investigate dysautonomia/POTS like symptoms I thought were normal all these years
November 23, 2025 at 5:37 AM
Learning that my doctor was on the right track last year when she ordered an ECG but I was too exhausted from a major life event makes me want to scream.
In other news, next Centrelink payment, I'm seeing my doctor to investigate dysautonomia/POTS like symptoms I thought were normal all these years
In other news, next Centrelink payment, I'm seeing my doctor to investigate dysautonomia/POTS like symptoms I thought were normal all these years
Never have I ever been grateful for having a migraine. It's the one cause of severe fatigue that I can actually fix. It's been 25 minutes since taking panadol, aspirin and a triptan and I'm already starting to feel better.
November 17, 2025 at 3:13 AM
Never have I ever been grateful for having a migraine. It's the one cause of severe fatigue that I can actually fix. It's been 25 minutes since taking panadol, aspirin and a triptan and I'm already starting to feel better.
The face of a cat who's shedding and is prone to hair balls so is getting daily brushes to get as much loose hair as possible.
November 8, 2025 at 11:18 AM
The face of a cat who's shedding and is prone to hair balls so is getting daily brushes to get as much loose hair as possible.
For those of us struggling with #bodydysmorphia, stomach fat is perfectly normal for uterus havers and a flat stomach or visible abs is actually dangerous for many of us. I'm not overweight, I'm very muscular thanks to pole dancing but I still have a lot of padding around my stomach and that's okay.
November 6, 2025 at 9:24 AM
For those of us struggling with #bodydysmorphia, stomach fat is perfectly normal for uterus havers and a flat stomach or visible abs is actually dangerous for many of us. I'm not overweight, I'm very muscular thanks to pole dancing but I still have a lot of padding around my stomach and that's okay.
I intended to get drunk off punch at the party, I made sure that could happen thanks to the metal straws I bought in Greece 2 years ago for 1€ and never ended up using 🤣
November 5, 2025 at 3:10 AM
I intended to get drunk off punch at the party, I made sure that could happen thanks to the metal straws I bought in Greece 2 years ago for 1€ and never ended up using 🤣
Yes halloween is a thing in Australia...even if it's not as popular
October 31, 2025 at 10:14 AM
Yes halloween is a thing in Australia...even if it's not as popular
My not a hentai VN game keeps getting dangerously close to hentai territory at the most inappropriate of times 😂
October 22, 2025 at 9:33 AM
My not a hentai VN game keeps getting dangerously close to hentai territory at the most inappropriate of times 😂
Ellie sensed a panic attack coming on and aggressively alerted me so now she's distracting me with a cardboard box. I really owe much of my recovery to this baby. I have no idea where I'd be without her. When I have those weeks I just want to give up, she doesn't give up on me so I keep trying.
October 18, 2025 at 6:36 AM
Ellie sensed a panic attack coming on and aggressively alerted me so now she's distracting me with a cardboard box. I really owe much of my recovery to this baby. I have no idea where I'd be without her. When I have those weeks I just want to give up, she doesn't give up on me so I keep trying.
My little gremlin. Don't know what I'd do without her 💜
October 18, 2025 at 4:39 AM
My little gremlin. Don't know what I'd do without her 💜
Well, a diploma for me, but still
Quote of the day: When I feel stupid, I like to remind myself that I got a bachelors degree without ChatGPT
October 12, 2025 at 6:52 PM
Well, a diploma for me, but still
This year is my best #PAX so far. Made some friends, laughed harder than I ever have, saw some amazing cosplayers and made many memories I will treasure
October 12, 2025 at 5:12 AM
This year is my best #PAX so far. Made some friends, laughed harder than I ever have, saw some amazing cosplayers and made many memories I will treasure
Also I went from cute and adorable during the day to dommy mummy energy for The Dark Room as I just have to dress up if I'm going to a show 😅
October 11, 2025 at 2:55 PM
Also I went from cute and adorable during the day to dommy mummy energy for The Dark Room as I just have to dress up if I'm going to a show 😅