Cy Light
@cyruslight.bsky.social
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allieinchains.bsky.social
Thanks OCD, I really needed a 2+ hour egodeath spiral about my inadequacy as a human being to start my day. I slept, I ate right, I took my pills, I exercised, I made good choices yesterday, I've seen friends + cuddled my dog, and still you punish me

A general anxiety disorder would be a vacation
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rtgame.bsky.social
I have a new strategy for dealing with this, I simply drift over the commenter with my car. Have felt so healed lately
cyruslight.bsky.social
Please.. dont be real. Dont tell me you did something so stupid within a WEEK of finding someone. I think id throw up. And itd suck if its the first time i ate in 2 days and you made me do that

We can get better and heal together. Theres a chance still if not.. please dont break my heart more
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marta93li.bsky.social
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#art #illustration #artist #oc #blue #procreate #イラスト #fairy #fairycore
cyruslight.bsky.social
Had a recent.. breakup we'll call it. And used to send these comics

His jolly little gay ass better be happy. Even if he fucked up I miss the bastard
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cyruslight.bsky.social
The rope is looking so tempting

He found someone else. I knew he could i just hoped not. Its not fair of me to hope I can just be in this awkward 'relationship'. But god why dont I think to myself how much more it hurts when I get there
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cyruslight.bsky.social
Relearned the knot. Kinda. So , it's just when and how now. If I do or dont. I feel i should wait until the ones I love are safe or gone but its getting so hard

Ive made a goal or two. Ig I should make more even it stupid. Get rank 1 in some game
cyruslight.bsky.social
Closer to the edge. Maybe I should just drink myself into a coma so I wake up eventually instead

I need fucking amnestics
cyruslight.bsky.social
Felt it all build up. Just for a moment. Take the sheets off my bed and tie up loose ends

Idk what happened after. Shook for a bit. Stopped. I think calm now
cyruslight.bsky.social
Felt it all build up. Just for a moment. Take the sheets off my bed and tie up loose ends

Idk what happened after. Shook for a bit. Stopped. I think calm now
cyruslight.bsky.social
Kinda scared of myself. Every night I fall a bit deeper into thoughts of leaving it all. Go to the forest, dont walk out. I cant bear to live feeling like I failed too much already. Every step I take is one more offence for living past my use. Just die off already
cyruslight.bsky.social
Flicking the fin like its a door stopper, cartoonish sound effects included
cyruslight.bsky.social
Even if sobriety isn't really going to last- I WILL drink again, but just when idk. It's the most control I have shown over myself in years.

Starting a D&D campaign. Hopefully, I find joy there. Safety in people. A reason to keep going
cyruslight.bsky.social
Just wanna vent somewhere I know not a lot of people will see.

I'm really struggling to keep my head up. Like every day and night, I think I shouldn't wake up for tomorrow. If I give up, lash out, try any and every rash thing I could until I finally feel okay again

At least I'm sober
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txou.bsky.social
His little lamb had a nightmare again but it's fine. Shizun is there ❤️‍🩹

#svsss #bingqiu
The sketch above shows Shen Qingqiu smiling and hugging Binghe in bed. Binghe is curled up beside him, hiding his face. In the drawing below, the two of them are hugging in the same place. Binghe's eyes are watering. His demon mark and his open eye are red, illuminating the scene. Shen Qingqiu tenderly kisses Binghe's face
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beeftheobeast.bsky.social
my beautiful wife and star of my life. Ruby Booby
a white rabbit approaches the camera a white rabbit with red eyes looks around a white rabbit with red eyes curiously looks at the camera a white rabbit white red eyes examines her surroundings
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beeftheobeast.bsky.social
if i wore pants would i wear them like the first picture or the second picture
a fat white rabbit with a drawing of pants and feet to make him look like he is standing a fat white rabbit with gray ears and a gray nose on all fours with a drawing of pants on his paws and feet
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grs22.bsky.social
My new big comic will be a SoL about a lesbian Drow Monster Hunter, set in the DnD universe

In order to make the best gay DnD comic ever made, I'm seeking the best DnD content to consume. So if you are an expert in DnD or have any recommendations, feel free to talk to me rn :)
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obdsity.bsky.social
Dottie is enjoying her basket full of forage without Snooshi's butt in it 😌😌😌

#DottieThursday