today is my only day off this week and i had a lot i wanted to do but i only finished two things. i finally took down my christmas decorations, and i had my prerequisite cleared for intro to c++. trying my darndest

i kinda want a playstation portal, idk if i should try and save more for a handheld pc instead but i'm already invested in the playstation ecosystem

the signal is i love you

i think i'm kinda funny and ironic for being vegan but wanting a tattoo of either huntress wizard or artemis

recently i ordered an sdvx controller and tonight i ordered a ddr pad. the next month or two is like christmas never ended.

i'm very late to the party but i started listening to ado lately and she's so good

i'm not very talented at anything or good at my job or fashionable or social or successful at anything pretty much

last night i had a dream i saw my face in the mirror and looked very nice and feminine. disappointing to wake up and realize estrogen had not completely changed me. i hope i can afford ffs some day. i wish i could go back to that dream

got my gf a dj thing for christmas and i tried to fiddle with it. no one told me that shit was so hard. i feel like i'm gonna get my trans card revoked

i'm trying to stop basing my value as a human on how managers rate my performance at work but damn is it hard. i'm not really doing good at my job, and that company has been the primary focus of my life for the past three years. and i'm not even good at it. am i good for anything?

my goal for this year is to finish a good handful of the games i already own prior to next black friday/holiday season deals

i would really like to get the 30th anniversary fat pikachu plush but i refuse to pay resale

simultaneously trying to be forgiving of myself and note what i can improve on: today i only slept 4 hours, and now i'm drinking a monster and playing sonic frontiers. i need to go to bed at a reasonable hour tonight. i did go to therapy though which is an accomplishment.

my job is opening up applications for my position and i already don't get scheduled as much as i'd like. i hope i'm not being replaced

trying to switch from linux mint to pop os has not gone ideally. doing things from the gui vs terminal offers very different results on pop whereas on mint i don't run into that problem. finally have days off though so i hopefully i can figure some of this stuff out.

i download this app every few months and i like it then i forget to use it and delete it

i thought a brush pen would fit the battle art style but it's really hard to use ;-;

i tried to recreate blaze from the sonic rush cover art, i think it turned out pretty well for my skill level :3 first time trying fine liner pens