relationship so stressful i was bedbound for most of it 💯 never doing that again

i probably could have coped with the multi-day manbaby tantrum/vagueing event in the discord server i was staff in but making a tulpa of me and roleplaying as it in said server was a bit too much. i hope the tulpa broke up with him too

the fox is wearing juicy couture and already sounds like it smokes a pack a day

but no more auditory hallucination 🎉 let's gooo

9:28pm? more like. Bed Time

though if you don't enjoy calling yourself transmasc it's definitely not a prerequisite to going on T if you want to in the future :o along with going on HRT i also got top surgery for entirely transneutral/species affirming reasons. sorry for the ramble

same hat in a lot of ways but "female in a fox way" in my case 🤝 i get u.. gender stuff has always been kind of weird for me for nonhuman reasons? i'm not necessarily fem-aligned by human standards, but i would consider myself fem-aligned by animal standards. it makes labels like that kind of tricky

real animals cannot consent and if i don't know for sure that *you* know that, i don't want you around me.

this is one of the primary reasons i have mixed feelings about calling myself a therian.... my identity often feels too divorced from theriform foxes for it to feel like a label that applies to me i guess? i'm a therian in the way that an avocado is a berry..

in all seriousness.. it's not to say i don't relate to theriform foxes, i absolutely do! but the anthropomorphic aspect of my identity is super important to me. my nonhuman identity was heavily shaped by the time i spent in certain pockets of the furry community when i was a kit.

im not mad just bewildered lol. why not just screenshot it