I get them but I'm not sure if I'm misinterpreting or being an asshole because of my own personal self beliefs. I'm just sad rn. I guess. ☹️☹️

It's okay to be a lil skeptical at times that I know but I feel like I'm just an annoying bug and he's gonna step on me eventually no matter what...I wanna change my thinking but that's kinda hard when it's what you're used to and what you believe you are headed for. I always ask God for signs and

I honestly feel like no one would actually love me, I recall my mom saying that to me a few times and I was like yes they will but that shit hurted real bad ( and yes I said hurted on purpose)