alright , i changed my mind again i don’t care what anyone else says im gonna go to residential and get help . its a program that will address my ED but primarily my other diagnoses which are an even bigger issue at the moment. im being admitted tonight , love you guys ! excited to start healing <3
January 31, 2026 at 6:56 PM
alright , i changed my mind again i don’t care what anyone else says im gonna go to residential and get help . its a program that will address my ED but primarily my other diagnoses which are an even bigger issue at the moment. im being admitted tonight , love you guys ! excited to start healing <3
do you guys wanna see my fancy outfit for an event i’m going to .. i feel so masc i love it :3
January 30, 2026 at 1:28 AM
do you guys wanna see my fancy outfit for an event i’m going to .. i feel so masc i love it :3
i got called stunning on tinder .. omg omg heheheheh :3
January 29, 2026 at 11:00 PM
i got called stunning on tinder .. omg omg heheheheh :3
well! i’m not fired which is good, it’s shocking how much my boss has put up with from me bc of my mental health . i definitely have expected to get fired multiple times in the past . he does want me to get a doctors note for when i return monday which is very doable
January 29, 2026 at 9:32 PM
well! i’m not fired which is good, it’s shocking how much my boss has put up with from me bc of my mental health . i definitely have expected to get fired multiple times in the past . he does want me to get a doctors note for when i return monday which is very doable
my mom just told me it’s hard to take me seriously and that it’s always something with me :3
January 29, 2026 at 7:47 PM
my mom just told me it’s hard to take me seriously and that it’s always something with me :3
on the bright side i’m finally starting to visually notice my weight loss . i’ve only lost 8 lbs since my sw but i can definitely tell
January 29, 2026 at 5:04 PM
on the bright side i’m finally starting to visually notice my weight loss . i’ve only lost 8 lbs since my sw but i can definitely tell
i am right on the edge of what i can emotionally handle , i walked out of work last night without saying anything bc im so depressed i was literally about to off myself at work , im probably gonna get fired AND my therapist doesn’t want me going inpatient bc she says we should safety plan instead
January 29, 2026 at 4:46 PM
i am right on the edge of what i can emotionally handle , i walked out of work last night without saying anything bc im so depressed i was literally about to off myself at work , im probably gonna get fired AND my therapist doesn’t want me going inpatient bc she says we should safety plan instead
literally .1 lbs away from being in the 22s
January 28, 2026 at 2:24 PM
literally .1 lbs away from being in the 22s
someone took the time out of their day to message me saying i’m just a “straight femboy” bc i cant be a he/him lesbian apparently ??? i literally am not a man , i make that very clear , im a nonbinary person that prefers masc labels but usually presents very feminine , its not hard to understand
January 27, 2026 at 3:28 PM
someone took the time out of their day to message me saying i’m just a “straight femboy” bc i cant be a he/him lesbian apparently ??? i literally am not a man , i make that very clear , im a nonbinary person that prefers masc labels but usually presents very feminine , its not hard to understand
it’s been hard to do my usual intake while living with my family again but at least i’m still slowly losing .. i wish i could have an even lower intake but i know they’d start to notice and make me eat more so im trying to be less suspicious
January 27, 2026 at 3:02 PM
it’s been hard to do my usual intake while living with my family again but at least i’m still slowly losing .. i wish i could have an even lower intake but i know they’d start to notice and make me eat more so im trying to be less suspicious
134 this morning .. ! 0.3 lbs away from bmi 22s !!
January 27, 2026 at 2:33 PM
134 this morning .. ! 0.3 lbs away from bmi 22s !!
my mom asked if i want to go out for lunch and im stupid so i said yes
January 24, 2026 at 3:55 PM
my mom asked if i want to go out for lunch and im stupid so i said yes
i’m bmi 23.0 finallyyyyy
January 23, 2026 at 6:05 PM
i’m bmi 23.0 finallyyyyy
should i ask my ex if she wants to play fortnite when she gets home from work … (im drunk i know the answer is no but still) :(
January 23, 2026 at 2:59 AM
should i ask my ex if she wants to play fortnite when she gets home from work … (im drunk i know the answer is no but still) :(
1.7 lbs until bmi 22s !!
January 22, 2026 at 4:43 PM
1.7 lbs until bmi 22s !!
i really don’t wanna be here anymore.. but i’m too much of a coward to off myself .. i hope eventually i either work up the courage or somehow things get better . but i doubt it
January 21, 2026 at 12:54 AM
i really don’t wanna be here anymore.. but i’m too much of a coward to off myself .. i hope eventually i either work up the courage or somehow things get better . but i doubt it
now that i’m living with my family it’s gonna be so much harder to do my regular intake bc my mom cooks meals most nights and also they will easily be able to tell ://
January 19, 2026 at 9:53 PM
now that i’m living with my family it’s gonna be so much harder to do my regular intake bc my mom cooks meals most nights and also they will easily be able to tell ://
estimate ? ham and swiss slider , two deviled eggs , buffalo chicken dip and chips , 2 mini hotdogs wrapped in bacon . i’m at a party :((
January 18, 2026 at 7:33 PM
estimate ? ham and swiss slider , two deviled eggs , buffalo chicken dip and chips , 2 mini hotdogs wrapped in bacon . i’m at a party :((
136.5 this morningg.. new goal : lose 5 more pounds this month
January 18, 2026 at 2:55 PM
136.5 this morningg.. new goal : lose 5 more pounds this month
finally made it to my parents house and unpacked everything and everyone’s already fighting !!!! can’t wait to live here for months !!!!!
January 18, 2026 at 1:11 AM
finally made it to my parents house and unpacked everything and everyone’s already fighting !!!! can’t wait to live here for months !!!!!
my ex said she’s doesn’t care either way about getting a proper goodbye so i’m not even gonna waste my energy :(((
January 18, 2026 at 12:46 AM
my ex said she’s doesn’t care either way about getting a proper goodbye so i’m not even gonna waste my energy :(((