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Darkness Hayz
@darknesshayz.bsky.social
I’m Hayz, I’m Pans, I’m also a Welsh goth with passions about many things. I love to write poetry. I love the word cwtch, and I love to give them out to others. Anyone reading this - you are loved, you are valued, and you are worth so much more.
When Lauri came on stage with the Welsh flag I gave him, made my life. Than when he wrapped it around him for Not Like the Other Girls I burst into tears. It was an emotional moment, especially if you know how much the song means to me.
December 16, 2025 at 3:31 AM
So up to date news regarding my new biopsy result, the MRI result, and the sad news of my cancer returning.
September 8, 2025 at 10:17 AM
When you’re up late and you and your dad just have a random conversion…..

If I can make him smile than it’s worthy of a good job.

DX is Destination X that we’d watch each week and really enjoyed.
September 2, 2025 at 9:51 PM
Broke my ankle, with a high ankle fracture, a few weeks ago. I hate the recovery process, it’s going so slooooooooooo. I’ve had an operation on to add pins and plates - great fun. I have to wear a moon boot for the next three weeks. Can’t wait to put weight on foot again.
May 24, 2025 at 9:07 AM
February 5, 2025 at 12:35 PM
Let the high winds rattle
Let the noisy do its worst
As long as we have each other
We know that it’ll be alright.
December 7, 2024 at 10:44 AM
I wrote this back in March and gave it to the radiotherapy guys as a thank you.
November 25, 2024 at 10:54 AM
Also if Sean doesn’t give us a double death duo photo (with Lisa and Julian) and call it “the duo death show down photo op” he’s missed a trick there…..
November 15, 2024 at 8:38 PM
So glad I talked my mum into buying me gold for this for Christmas……..
November 15, 2024 at 8:18 PM
So, I have a 2024 diary, that means a lot to me, with positive words and poetry inside. It was part of my cancer journey, part of my treatment pieces. So, early hours of this morning, I roughly wrote this piece. About that very diary. One day I will share some of the pages with my thoughts.
November 13, 2024 at 10:28 PM
I didn’t share the here. On the 1/3/24. I rang the end of treatment bell. Dressed as my favourite character Castiel from Supernatural as he got me through my cancer journey, & what better way to ring, and doing so cosplaying an angel, & honouring the actor @mishacollins.bsky.social that plays him.
November 12, 2024 at 11:51 PM
My cat just woke me up, not cause he’s hungry. He likes to wake me up at odd times, and than he settles back down sleeping and than I’m wide awake. This is Mr. Flibbles, I was comforting him last night as people were setting of fireworks for the 8th day in a row.
November 10, 2024 at 5:56 AM
I took some photos and here are some of my favourites from the Manchester date.
November 10, 2023 at 7:50 PM
Can’t wait to upload this on iPad of Tifa. I love it and it sums up her dorky personality straight up.
October 26, 2023 at 12:57 PM
“She lives in the clouds, and talks to the birds”

Yes they really are lovely. I never got to meet Pauli (though friends have and said he’s lovely), as he left the band, but Emppu is super sweet, awesome, and I have big love for her.

Here’s the photo with my tattoo and the band..
October 19, 2023 at 10:57 AM
Okay, you love Final Fantasy too. What’s your favourite one? And favourite character? Mine is Crisis Core and Zack.

We have a cat called Tifa as me and my brother has to agree on a name, and seeing as we both love FF we decided on Tifa :)
September 30, 2023 at 9:17 AM
Here’s some photos of my parrot - Peaches, watching #Supernatural’s Lazarus Rising. I would’ve shown him my favourite episode, but I watched that a few days ago.
September 30, 2023 at 9:12 AM